DISCLAIMER JAMBERLOVERFOREVER DOES NOT OWN HOA

Amber POV

I'm back at Anubis house as much as I loved fashion school, I missed my friends way too much. I'm really excited I get to surprise Alfie I wonder how much he missed me. It's time too make my entrence.

"I'm back" -I shouted no one came,"hello anyone here Fabian,Patricia, Alfie-beau where are you?" I questioned and headed to his bedroom door I opened it and he was kissing Willow? "Alfie how could you?" I asked, with tears streaming down my face. I quickly ran out, into Jerome and fell to the floor sobbing.

Jerome came to me picked me up, bridal style took me to the couch, and sat me on his lap. While I just sobbed loudly into his chest. He whispered soothing words into my ear, and rubbed my back in an attempt to calm down, after a little while it worked and I was just silently crying...

"Whats wrong Ambs?" He questioned. "Nothing" I muttered. He just looked at me like I was crazy "Ambs you've just been crying for 30 minuites and you're telling me nothings wrong. "Yes" I said weakly. "Ambs come on you know you can tell me anything, right?" He looked at me expectantly and I nodded-"then tell me whats wrong." So I told him that I came back because I missed Alfie only to have him be kissing another girl. How I wanted to tell him I loved him...But I guess that's too late now.

Jerome let me go after I told him everything, and I went into the bathroom to do something that I swore I would never do again. I cut. Just like I used too, the reason I did it before is because my when my father was drunk he was mad, he used to call me names, hit me and then in the morning he would never remember and would be the perfect father, again.

I stopped when I came to Anubis though, I finally felt like I belonged nothing could knock me down, or at least till this. This hurt more then my dad could've ever hurt me.

One cut:For not being good enough for Alfie

Two cuts:For being worthless

Three cuts:For bring ugly

Fou-"Amber what are you doing?"

"J-Jerome n-n-nothing."

"Don't give me that Ambs" He scolded. Then he looked into my eyes and started speaking softly to me, "why?"-he took a deep breath "you are do important to me Ambs please never hurt yourself, your too special, too beautiful, too important." With each word he got closer and closer until are lips touched. It was all I had ever wanted in a kiss. And i'm so glad it was with Jerome.

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Chloe