**ALL CHARACTERS DO NOT BELONG TO ME . THESE CHARACTERS WITH THE EXCEPTION OF CLAIRE BELONG TO JK ROWLING .

A character that I have invented myself has a secret desire for Draco Malfoy .
Chapter One .
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I wish you knew I exsisted.

"COME ON CLARIE , GET YOUR ASS OUT OF BED OR YOU'LL BE LATE FOR BREAKFEST!

I roll over in my cotton sheets and grunt . Typical . I sleep in for five minutes and Pansy is already down my fucking throat . I know why she's anxious . Same reason I am everyday .

Draco Malfoy .

Draco , strutting around the castle with his perfect white-blonde hair and grey eyes .

Draco , taunting anyone who he thinks was beneath him to no avail .

Draco , who my best friend Pansy happens to fawn over aswell .

Draco , my one true soulmate in this world , and he probably didn't even know my freaking name .

I hop out of bed and try to think of a game plan , like every morning . How on earth can I outshine Pansy today ? Draco talks to her , laughs with her , and occasionaly gives her a hair ruffle . But me? I'm just Claire Macmillan , who stands in the background and spends my pathetic life trying to catch Draco's eye .

Yes , I'm one of those Macmillans . Sure , I'm Pure Blood and all but , I am not in the same league as the rest of them . My family has no problems with Muggleborns , or Muggles for that matter . We aren't that rich , in the same boat as most wizard families . And my brother is Ernie Macmillan , the biggest prat of all time .

And now I'M the biggest failure in the family just because I was sorted into Slytherin . So what if I'm a little more concerned about my own well-being than others' ? So what if its my biggest ambition to become a Death Eater ? And so what if I gave my mother one little death threat ? Big fucking deal .

I pull on my robes , smooth down my hair , and walk to the mirror .

I gasp suddenly , as I see a familiar face peeking in from my almost-closed dormitory door .

"Is Pansy gone down to breakfest already , Claire?" Asks Draco .

"Ummm ,errrr-yes . She has," I mumble quietly .

"Oh . Why didn't you go down with her?" He asks .

"She's an earlybird . I like to sleep in ." I say a tad more clear .

"Oh . See you around Claire ." Says Draco , turning to leave .

"Wait !" I say , words bubbling to my lips , "Do you fancy her?" They escape before I can stop them .

"No , infact . I think I might like someone else , actully ." And with a casual wink , he leaves the room , taking my breath with him .