I do not own slayers so please don't sue or any thing





It was warm that night. Autumn had just begun and the trees leaves were starting to turn. Moonlight bathed everything in gray light, well the little bit that shone through a lone window did. The window looked down into a lonely room, a damaged bed in the corner, its sheets and pillow had been thrown about the room, the only noise was a clang of rock hitting an iron door, and gasping breath through tears no longer held back.

"Damn it! I know you can hear me! ANSWER ME!"

Again he pounded against the door, the unnatural sound echoing around the room and down the empty hallway outside.

"Why! How could you do this to me!?!"

He slumped back down to the floor, eyes tightly shut as if to block out the world. Damn it! I never asked for this. Yes you did. Another voice came. You wanted to be strong didn't you? This isn't what I wanted. What did I do wrong? Why me?

"I trusted you. You KNOW this isn't what I wanted!" he rose to his feet once again. "REZO! Damn it SPEAK TO ME!" He tried ramming the wall next to the door to see if it would give. Bang! He knocked back to the ground. Again he screamed in rage and despair rolling on his side and hugging his knees to his chest.

He muttered in a much quieter voice, "Don't leave me alone down here."

How could you do this to me I'm you're grandson.you chose this fate.

"You will be completely transformed." you should have guessed it then. Why didn't I see? Because you trusted him, you fool. I'm an idiot. I'm hideous. A monster. You're not even human any more. You're pathetic. I should never've been born.

For hours he lay there silent, battling with himself.

Of course he didn't care about me, I'm worthless, Rezo said so himself, now I'm just a worthless freak. And what a freak, look at your self! No one could ever like me. Maybe it's best if I just stay down here forever

Closing his eyes tighter and pulling his legs closer, again the voice spoke to him; You're horrifying, no one could bare to look at you, women and children will run screaming from you in the streets. They'll run you out of town to keep you from hurting their families.

He let out almost a whisper.

"I don't want to be alone."