~*Sexiest Ninja of Konoha*~: Soooo I'm back :D Here's one I realized may interest you guys. Enjoy :D
Her Lust, His Love
Dammit, she was tired of living like this. Lovers by night, filled with lust and sexual pleasures, strangers by day, cold and unforgiving. She hated them, these one night stands. She hated the men she was with every night, seeking in them comfort and protection, hoping that maybe her search was over, only to be disappointed in the man, her feelings, and herself. She promised herself it wouldn't happen anymore, but it did. She couldn't help it; she was addicted to sex, sue her. The nights were great, she has to admit, but she hates herself in the morning, waking up next to a man she doesn't even remember leaving with, sticky with his seed. The infinite pleasures to quench her lust, but the ultimate price she pays with.
Her soul. Sometimes, she considers just killing herself, get it all over with. But she isn't a quitter; she won't give up that easily. Drink, just drink. Lap dance? Sure, she was plastered enough. Strip? No, she was much too classy for that. Buy you a drink? Of course, who doesn't want a free shot? Have sex with me? I thought you would never ask. The summary of her life. She hated it, like the men. Their beady eyes looking her once over, lust driving them to her will. They were putty in her hands. They knew it, she knew it, the whole damn world knew it with one look at her body.
Sin. So what? She wasn't a religious ass. Stick it up your cunt and get over it, that was her policy. Do what you need to survive, screw the bible. Screw the people around you, they don't know, they don't know you at all. Why waste your time with them? Live for yourself, only yourself. People weren't to be trusted. Only you can save you from yourself. Then why was she still looking for him? The one who she could trust herself with; there was no such man, he was a prince, a prince from a far away fairy tale that your mother read to you when you were a little girl. When she cared.
Change. Everyone goes through it, why make such a big deal when it happens? Indifference is the key, the key to life, to sex. She can't fight it, she can't fight anything without indifference. Or change. Yes, change was the most important part. She had to change herself, bend herself to the will of men. To get what she wants, she must change. New hair, new clothes, new name. New identity. She isn't herself anymore when she entertains a life like this. But she needs something new, something other than those nights, those terrible nights that kill her a little more on the inside. Anymore nights like those and she would be completely dead, a shell of her former self. And that's not what she wanted. She wants a family. Yes, a slut like her wants a family. Got a problem with that? Fuck you, then.
~*Sexiest Ninja of Konoha*~: sooooo it was kinda short, but it's like a prologue, you know? Yes, it is going to become a SasuSaku, just not yet, gotta wait ;)