Summary: When Raven promises to wait for Beast boy when he struggles to keep control of his Beast and leaves the tower to gain control of it. What happens when he returns a year after and finds that Raven has broken her promise and finds her with someone else. Will Beast boy ever be able to recover from depression and forgive her? What happens when he lets Rage and Hate consume him and what does TRIGON have to do with it? READ AND FIND OUT.

I do not own the teen titans or any of its characters. I only own this story.

Chapter 1:

It was late in the night. All of the titans were going to bed after another movie night.

Beast boy and Raven were walking down the long hallway side by side, heading towards their own rooms. They firstly walked down to Ravens room, where they parted ways with a goodnight kiss and then as usual Beast boy would head back to his own room, where he would be doing his usual things.

As Beast boy made it back to his room and jumped onto his bed he started to think about his and Raven's relationship and about the day where he actually somewhat worked up his courage and asked Raven out. Although he didn't ask her out directly he just asked if she wanted to go out to see a movie and it kind of went on from there.

-Flashback-

Raven was attempting to concentrate as she was meditating, but she couldn't as she was still agitated about what happened earlier. "What an idiot, he should know better than others that I can't show any emotion" She thought, as she heard another book fling out of her bookcase. After some time had passed she gave up on her meditation as it wasn't really calming her down, but actually agitating her even more.

Beast boy was walking down the hall, heading towards Raven's room. He wanted to apologise for making her angry again with his mindless jokes. The reason he has been doing this for quite a while was because he loved getting the attention from her. He had actually realised it months prior, when he and Cyborg got dragged into her mind accidentally that he feels more than friendship towards Raven and now he wished that he could be more than friends with her, but the way Raven always acts with him, giving him sarcastic remarks, insults or throws him out of the living room window, he thought that there was no chance of her liking him back the same way, but he had to get this out of his chest.

Since the day Beast boy and Cyborg went into her mind he began to understand Raven in the new light and ever since then he began seeing Raven differently. He began to understand more and more why Raven was the way she was, but that didn't stop him from trying to include her in activities or trying to make her smile with his goofy jokes.

When he arrived at her door, where Raven was currently at, doing whatever. He took a deep breath and knocked on quietly, his knuckles almost not touching the steel door that separated him from the dark beauty. As he knocked on he was thinking of ways to apologise to her as usual, and how to admit his feelings towards her.

RAVEN: "Go away. I don't want to speak to anyone." She barked

BEAST BOY "It's me Beast Boy I just want to speak to you for a moment."

RAVEN: "Go away" she shouted

BEAST BOY: "Please Rae" he begged.

Raven sighed loudly as she got up and walked to her door and opened it.

She opened the door and looked at Beast boy with crossed arms, while having an emotionless look on her face.

RAVEN: "What do you want?" she barked coldly.

Beast boy snapped out of his trance and gazed towards her. "Uhh…hey Raven. Look I'm sorry for annoying you earlier. I just wanted to make you laugh."

Raven considered his apology for a moment. Beast boy did seem sincere and with that she said "It's ok" and began to turn around, closing her door with her powers.

BEAST BOY: "Raven wait" he screamed out, putting his hand between the door frame and the door preventing it from shutting.

Raven turned around slightly agitated "What?" She blurted out.

BEAST BOY: "C-c-can…we Uhh do something…ya know together?" he asked while becoming really anxious, he started to fidget with his hands while looking at Raven.

Raven raised an eyebrow slightly surprised with Beast boy about the random question, gazing at beast boy. She could sense him being nervous. "Like what?" she asked.

He looked at her with a hopeful look and said "H-how about we go out for a movie" he said, as his eyes started drifting away from her.

"Okay" She said after little consideration, her voice keeping its normal monotone. She would be lying to herself if she wasn't surprised at him. Why would he want to spend time with her, after pushing him away and throwing him out of the window on countless occasions, but she never asked him and left it at that.

Beast boy beamed "Great I'll meet you at seven in the main room" he said as he rushed out of her room, heading back to his room.

-END FLASHBACK-

They have been going out ever since that day.

Although that wasn't the only thing on his mind, he also had something else on his mind, something that he thought he had gained control over a while ago. To his surprise Raven hadn't noticed him being off for 2 weeks now.

It was the Beast that had been terrorising him again in his sleep. Nobody in the tower knew about this within the tower as he wasn't sure how others would react to the news and since the last incident with the Beast. He felt bit more secretive and less trusting towards rest of the titans. Although he knew that one day rest of the team will find out about it, he just hoped that he would be ready for when that day comes.

He just sighed in his bed as he was trying to think of the way to deal with the Beast. Not long after Beast boy felt his eyes become heavy as he felt sleep take over his body.

-Dream-

It was 7 in a morning. The Beast was stalking the tower in the form of a Beast, as he began to smell his prey in the main room; he headed towards it, feeling of thirst for blood and meat run through him. The scent was familiar to him.

Robin was playing on the game station in the main room, when the Beast silently entered the main room. The beast smiled to himself as the desire for meat became irresistible.

The main room doors opened with a 'hiss' as the Beast saw Robin in his usual spot on the couch. The room was lit by the shining sun outside. Beast creped ever so slowly towards his unsuspecting prey.

As the Beast got close enough, he leaped at his unsuspecting victim, catching him by his neck, sinking his fangs in the victim's neck. He heard his victim scream in agony as he observed his victims life force drain out him, as the Beast saw his victims eyes close behind the mask.

Once Robin stopped struggling against the Beast, he dropped Robin's lifeless form on the floor and let out the most ear piercing howl.

This woke rest of the titans in their respective room. as the titans entered the main room, to their horror they saw the Beast in front of Robin's lifeless form, about to bite into Robin.

Before the titans could do anything to defend themselves, the Beast noticed rest of the titans in the main room and made a mad dash at them, leaping at Raven. As the beast jumped at Raven's neck…

-Dream end-

A/N: (this was the first story I've ever actually wrote. this was meant to be my original first story that I would publish but I ended up losing it but now that I have found it I am gonna publish it)

Reviews would be appreciated. :)