December 28, 2003 11pm
I know that I'm not the kind of person to be keeping stupid journals where I pour my soul out in, but since Yoh got me this for Christmas and since I did promise him I would use it, so here it goes. I really didn't want to use this. I mean don't Yoh even know who I am to get me a stupid journal. I bet he forgot or something and just bought this at the corner store. It doesn't really matter. I didn't plan to use it, but since Yoh kept on bothering me about it, I might as well, although I better keep this away from my enemies, including Hao, who decided to give up his biker chicks and move in with us when he turned good, as if not enough people live here. I mean this place is packed daily with Ryu, Horohoro, Pilica, Lyserg who decided to live with us also, Tamao, Jeanne, Yoh and myself, not to say the many spirits that live here. Yep, this inn is haunted to the bone. Duh, that's why its only 100 yen a month. I totally disagreed to Hao living here but Yoh said that he had nowhere to go and we didn't want him to turn evil again. So I had to agree. And, not to say that Ren, Manta and Jun visit here every other day. Its crazy and guess who has to do all the cooking and cleaning and watching over people and keeping those stupid boys from fighting each other while making Yoh train. That's right, me. Well, Tamao and Ryu does do most of the cooking and all the boys clean the house, or they suffer my wraith but I still have to watch everybody from burning down the house, literally, and keep Yoh on his training. Just because the tournament is over doesn't mean that Yoh will be slacking off. No way is that going to happen under my watch.
Just because the tournament is over does not mean that Yoh can just slack off and be the lazy ass before I came to train him. Gotta study. Report back later.
Anna
January 4, 2004 5pm
Midterms are killing me right now and not to mention that Yoh is sick. Yep, sick as a dog. Yesterday, it snowed quite heavily and Yoh and the boys went outside to have a snowball fight while it was snowing. They came back two hours later from the cold and all of them caught a cold, except Yoh was the worst. He had a fever from midnight last night and now, instead of enjoying my weekend, I gotta take care of stupid Yoh. Isn't he smart enough to know that you aren't suppose to go outside with only one layer of clothing on in ten degrees below zero in a blizzard. The guy really is dumb. Now he can't train anymore and that just frustrates me more.
Of course, Tamao is running around taking care of him; bring him everything he asks for, although he is in a deep sleep right now. Tamao is right next to him, putting a wet towel on his forehead and bringing him water. Amidamaru is worried but I don't think Yoh's going to die from a simple cold. And the fever's good for him. It'll kill the germs in his body so I don't know why Tamao is trying to make it go away. When I asked her, she just said to make him feel better. Tamao is my friend but she really cares too much about Yoh. I know she has a crush on Yoh, but Yoh just likes her as a friend, at least he better. Yoh and I are fiancés although Yoh doesn't like to say it much. My parents and his grandparents matched us when we were young to marry and he better stick to that. I want to be the fist lady of the shamans and nobody is going to deny me of that. I mean its what I deserve.
Anyways, with Yoh sick and Tamao taking care of him, the house is kind of gloomy. But now, I have to cook which is not good. I mean it's not like my food taste bad or anything; it's just that I have this report due tomorrow. Maybe if I suggest to take over taking care of Yoh, I can get my report done while taking care of Yoh. Oh well, gotta do the report.
Anna
January 4, 2004 11:47pm
I'm so sleepy but I got to get this down. I volunteered to take care of Yoh so that I wont have to cook. Tamao reluctantly agreed although I knew she didn't want to. She is a sweet soul. Anyways, I wrote my report on some stupid book while sitting next to Yoh and placing the towel on his forehead as Tamao told me. I finished the report just when Tamao brought up my dinner along with something for Yoh if he got better. Tamao looked at him one last time to make sure he's okay and went downstairs to do the dishes. I ate the wonderful food Tamao made and saved half of mine and Yoh's for Yoh if he woke up. Tamao definitely gave me more than necessary and I think she wanted to give Yoh more, but decided that it would show that she liked him so she gave me more and thought I would give the rest of mine to Yoh. Well she was right.
Anyways, as I was placing the rest of the food on the floor next to Yoh and reading over my report one last time, Yoh spoke. He was in a dream and he was mumbling something. I bent down to hear. He said 'don't leave me'. Now who was leaving him? I felt scared, hearing Yoh's dreams. He wasn't known to dream out loud, usually just snore, but he was talking. I wanted to know who was leaving him. Then he spoke again in a more desperate plea, 'don't leave me Anna. Don't leave me. Please don't leave'. Why would I leave him? What the hell was he dreaming about? I would never leave him, well almost never. 'Don't leave Anna. I'm sorry. Please don't leave,' came Yoh's voice again, although this time louder. Then I could do nothing but reply. 'I'm not leaving, I'm right here', I said trying to calm him.
He was rolling around now and I was afraid he was going to knock over the food. Another mess I have to clean. 'Anna, don't leave. I love you Anna. I love you so much,' said Yoh again. I was dumbstruck by this. Yoh never said he loved me or even said he liked me. It was just there. We were like people who never expressed our feelings but we knew it was there, or at least I knew. Plus, I wasn't some dumb giggling girl who'll tell any guy she loves him if he's at all hot. It was so weird. I sat there gaping and staring like a goldfish while Yoh was still mumbling and rolling around. Finally, I came back to my senses and pulled Yoh into my hands and shook him until he woke up. I checked his head and his fever was almost gone. When he woke up he just smiled at me and then when he saw the food, he literally ran for it and gobbled the whole thing done. Guess that's what half a day of not eating will do for Yoh. I just shook my head and took the bowl down after he finished. When I came back, he said thank you and bid me goodnight. I just nodded and came back to my room.
It's still strange about what Yoh said. He said he loved me. Now that was weird. I never told him that, ever. Not even that I liked him at all. Although I did tell the shrimp that I loved Yoh once, I never actually told Yoh myself. Anyways, I'm still freaking out now and I wrote this down so that tomorrow morning, I wont think it was a dream.
Anna
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