Quick note: This isn't spell checked as for some reason it's won't work. My spelling is piss poor, so you'll probably spot some mistakes. Sorry.

Chapter 1

When you're young nothing seems to matter. Looks aren't a factor on who you play with on the playground, all what matters is that they'll let you play with their toys. A simple time. But when you become a teenager, things change drastically. Looks become a more serious matter in high school.

High school is a place where you either hit the jackpot or you don't, but just because you do hit the jackpot it doesn't mean that you'll be happy. Because let's face it; we all have secrets. No matter if it's a white lie we once told, or something intimate about us that could change our how lives.

For Santana Lopez, lets just say she hit the jackpot. She had the looks, the attitude (If you ask her she'll say she called the midwife fat.) and she's got the popularity. The typical pretty girl jackpot. But hear's something that she'll never admit too; she's a lesbian. It's not something new for her, knowing that is. She's had a feeling she was different since she was young. She says it's all down to wanting barbie naked. The female form just called to her.

But that's not it, Santana has another secret. She's in love with her best friend of about 12 years. Miss Brittany S Pierce. Brittany was her happy place. When the pair were together, nothing could bring them down. From the moment that Brittany got Santana out of a detention in kindergarten right up until Brittany would calm her down from fights over people insulting Brittany's intellisgence. They were a two-shot. Everyone knew this.

"San?" Brittany whispered delicetly. The pair where lay down on Santana's bed, both having got back from cheerio's practice and too exhausted to do anything besides cuddle. Santana had her back on the bed with Brittany's head on her shoulder whilst her hand plays with the hem of Santana's cheerio uniform that was raising up slightly to show a slim line of Santana's golden skin.

Santana didn't respond verbally, instead making a low groaning sound, making Brittany giggle in the process due to the vibrations against her ear. "You love me, right?" Brittany continued.

Santana opened her eyes slightly and glanced down at Brittany, only to see the back of the blonde's head. But she didn't need to see her face, she knew that the blonde had a slight frown covering her forehead. "Of course I do. Why? What's wrong?"

Brittany smiled to herself and lifted up her head to kiss the underside of Santana's jaw. "Would you love me even if I was a four 6 legged hippo with a monkey face? Oh and covered in hair?" Brittany questioned, her eyes glistening with wonder. Anybody else in this situation would have let out a chuckle, laughing at the blonde's seriousness. But not Santana. She knew how to sense the mood with her best friend.

"Yup. You're stuck with me. Forever and always. Which if you ask me, you should consider yourself lucky. I'm quite the catch, you know." Santana boasted slightly, trying to get that smile that she loves so much back on Brittany's face. "Why do you ask?"

Brittany bit her bottom lip for a moment before glancing around Santana's bedroom, smiling at the picture that Santana had framed from their first year of high school. "I heard Jessica Flynn talkign today in the locker rooms, and she said she broke up with this guy because he was ugly and she wouldn't have sexy times with him even if someone paid her. But that's not us, right San? We love each other and we have sweet lady kisses...we're each others lobsters. Well that's what mom said anyway."

Santana sighed under her breath and cursed in spanish before sitting up and pulling Brittany up with her, making sure they could see eye to eye. "Britt Britt. I love you. So so much. I know that you want to come out, and I do to. Soon. But what little Miss no boobs said, it's not us. At all. You're my best friend, and I'd love you even if you had one eye and a horn sticking out your ass. You're it for me, Britt."

Brittany burst out in a smile, her baby blue eyes sparkeling with happiness before she lept foreward gently and pushed Santana down on the bed as she brought her legs around Santana's waist so she straddled the girl. "You're so sweet Sanny." Brittany whispered into Santana's ear. "Love you."

Times like that that the pair shared together where Santana's favourites. When they could just be themselves. No stress.

So when Brittany broke the news that her dad had gotten a job in Arizone and that they where moving, tears where shed, fits where thrown, and objects where ruined. But what Santana regrets most of all, is that she didn't show up to see Brittany off. She suddenly got a crazy idea that if she didn't go...niether would the blonde. And that would be problem solved.

She spent the next few weeks in her house, not talking to anyone, and barely sleeping. She'd tried to get in touch with Brittany but her phone just rang off. She even tried to get in touch with her parents, but they didn't answer anyway. So straight away she knew that the blonde had cut off all ties with her, not wanting the reminder of Lima. Not wanting the reminder of the girl who let her down.

So guys, what do you think? This is basically just to fill you in on what the background is. But after this, the chapters will be based around 6 or 7 years in the future. So let me know what you guys think.