Footsteps

There's no trace

of the place

I left behind

its okay I'm fine

there's no way they'll find me

then why do I feel so paranoid

about everything I'm trying to avoid

the only thing they could follow would be

my footsteps

leading them down the path

on their way to catch

me

its so hard to see

where I'm going

with all this wind blowing

in my face

I'll just have to embrace

this feeling of uneasiness

I've created such a mess

you know what I bet that they could just take a guess

and know

all the things I never wanted to show

oh god what have I done

its all begun

everything I never wanted to happen

my path is broken

along with my footsteps

creeping up behind

that remind

me of what I made

I'm so afraid

can someone anyone help me, please

someone has to agree

that things could be different

how can it be with all this judgment

silence is what I want to hear

let me just make things clear

yes I did it

no I'm not proud of it

but it was me

no one else

just me by myself

I know your unimpressed

but come on if it wasn't for the footsteps

leading you my way

then I think that I would be okay

but sadly I'm not