I got this idea while I was working yesterday and it just would not leave my mind. I hope that you all enjoy it.
Chapter 1: Life Sucks
Nessie's POV
I hit my alarm as hard as I could when it went off. I hit it with so much force that I was surprised when it didn't actually shatter into a million pieces.
Great. Oh how much I hateMondays with a passion. I laid in bed for a while as I was in no rush to go to school and face the torment that I knew awaited me. I went on my phone and looked at my Facebook profile and the first thing I saw was this:
I wish this whore would just die already-Anne
I know right, the world be a much better place without her contaminating it-Sarah
She's an embarrassment to her whole family that's why her mother is never around. I mean even her own brother never wants to be around her. I don't blame them. She is nothing but a stupid ugly slut. Just an embarrassment. -Anne
Yeah, no one wants a dumb, ugly slut like her for a daughter-Sarah
She just needs to do everyone a favor and kill herself already. Everyone would be so much better off without having to see her ugly face every day. I bet her family would throw a party when she's gone. I know I would.-Anne
There were many many many other messages like it. I didn't bother to scroll through all of them, but most of them were the same. Messages telling me that the world was better off without me. I often thought they were right. My family would be much better off without me. I mean, they never really noticed me anyway. When I was younger my adoptive mother paid a lot more attention to me. Then a couple of years ago, after my father died from cancer, things just really started to change and she started to spend more and more time at work. I feel like I barely even see my mother anymore.
I arose from bed carefully as my left arm was still in a lot of pain from being broken last week. I fixed my bed and started getting ready for school even though I really did not want to go at all. As I walked out of my room I literally walked right into my brother, Edward Jacob, also known as EJ. He gave me a look of pure annoyance and said "Watch where you're going okay" before shoving himself past me. My mother was already gone. Having left for work already.
EJ left without even eating breakfast and I was left there all by myself. I was all alone. Loneliness was all that I knew these days. I often felt like I was the exact opposite of a magnet when it came to attracting people. I repelled them instead. Even my own mother and brother seemed to avoid me. EJ and I were twins. Genetic testing proved that we were twins. Genetics also revealed that we have 24 pairs of chromosomes rather then the usual 23. No one knows why though. When we were younger we were closer. A lot closer. Inseperable even.
Things have changed though. Ever since he made the football team he's grown quite distant to me. I wonder if he knows that his friends bully me to? Yes, that is correct. I'm bullied by the girls and guys at my school. The guys are a bunch of male chauvinistic pigs. They loved to grab me and touch me in very inappropriate places. My boobs were there favorite target. They were smart to. They always made sure to do it when no one else was around. Not even my brother. They always threatened me to so I never told anyone.
The girls loved to gossip about me. Not just that but they also loved to physically torture me. Like trip me, push me, and hit me for no reason. They were the reason that my arm was broken right now. They all ganged up on me last week and beat the crap out of me for no reason at all. I told my mother that I was riding my bike and I fell.
So yes, I'm bullied online and in real life as well. My life is just pure hell. A living nightmare.
I got in my car and drove to school. I could go on and on about how hard that is to do when it's basically impossible to use on of your arms but I won't.
I sighed when I got to school and saw Anne and Sarah staring at me and smiling in an evil kind of way. That only meant one thing. I had a long and torturous day ahead of me. I got out of my car and gritted my teeth. Doing everything I could to avoid their gazes.
As I headed inside of school out of the corner of my eye I noticed a few of the new students getting out of their cars; obviously these were the new kids. Dr. Cullen's kids. Everyone was talking about them. I sighed as they all stared at me. Probably thinking 'who is that freak?' Because that's what everyone thinks. But the way they were looking at me…it was like they knew me. I don't know how because I have never met them in my life. I just shrugged it off and went into the school building with their eyes burning into the back of my head. Really? Could they be anymore obvious? The tall lanky, bronze haired boy suddenly laughed out of nowhere. Cool, somebody who is finally weirder than me I thought as he kept laughing while the others stared at him in curiosity and annoyance on their beautiful features. I glared at nothing as I stomped through the main entrance totally unready to start this stupid, worthless day. God my life sucks.
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