A/N: Hi! This is my first fanfiction! (Well, not my first, but the first one Ive felt confidant enough to publish XD) Warning that this fanfiction is about cutting! Please leave now if youre sensitive to that! Please review! ~e4l

I walked out of english class crying. no, dont let anyone see! i told myself as I shuffled down the hall way. But the tears kept falling, salty like an ocean of depressed tears. I saw Vriska out pf the corner of my eye. better avoid her today…. if she knew i was crieing, she would beat me up! but it was to late now.

"Hey fatgirl!" said Vriska., I hoped she would stop calling me that but she never did. Every day was the same to me.

"Do you eat sticks of butter for breakfast fatso?" she snarled and gnashed her fangs.

Every one laughed, and it was extremely bad. I ran to the girls toilet and slit my wrist. the blood poured out of me and it was teal, the Color I hated.. I wished someone would see how broken I was but noone understood. Noone could ever love the girl who cuts.

I cried for what felt like a year. When I came out of the toilet I saw Karkles! Thank gog… he was talking to Eridan. Eridan was saying something about the number 413. But then he left and it was just me and Karkat.

I walked out of the bathroom quietly and looked at karkat unsuspiciously.

"H3Y K4RKL3S!" I said giving a fake smile, and he squinted at me. I covered my wrists so he coudln't see them. Imagine what hed say if he saw your scars… he wont ever love you.. Karkat said to me from across the hall way, "HEY TEREZI, IM JUST HANGING WITH FISH DORK OVER HERE. WHERE WERE YOU FOR PASSING PERIOD?" Eridan looked visibly offended and i felt a tiny bit bad for him for a second and then it went away.

But then i saw vriska… coming out of the library. She was talking to John and John was blushing. Vriska and john have been dating since year 7 (we're in year 8.) John was really quiet. He never really talked but sometimes he laughed. He had black hair and blue eyes.

"hey terezi!" said Vriska. "just got finished with a snickers bar?" John laughed when Vriska insulted me. I tried not to tear up but the tears were producing so fat and stinging the corners of my eyes like bees. Speaking of bees, I could see Sollux. As usual, he had his eyes on Eridan.

Karkat was glaring at Vriska, his eyes a hurricane of anger. I could see anger swirling in his veins, in my favourite color: red.

"DON'T TALK TO HER LIKE THAT, FUCKASS!" he yells.

"Wh8 n8t?"

"BECAUSE I LOVE HER!"

I gasped. Karkat loves me! But does he know? that i… cut myself? Surely he wont love me then..