Chapter One
I pulled my jacket around me tighter. It was a really cold evening even though it was the middle of June. "Blake!" I heard a sexy, heavenly voice yell from behind.
"Blade," I whispered. Blade Mistake is my band mate and my best friend. He is gay, I'm not, but I'm falling in love with him. I think he needs to know.
"You look cold," he said as he stood beside me on our hotel room balcony. I hadn't noticed before but I was shivering furiously.
"I am," I nodded in agreement.
"Then why are you still out here?" he asked as he took a long drag from his newly lit cigarette.
"The view. The fresh air," I confessed. " And I couldn't sleep." This was true. The whole 'falling in love with Blade' thing has been on my mind nonstop.
"Me neither," he replied. He took one last drag of his cigarette and flicked it off the balcony. "Wanna talk?"
"Sure," Perfect, now I have to tell him.
"Good, cuz' there's something I need to tell you," he sighed as we walked back inside.
What will he say when I tell him. He would never want me. I'm too fat. And ugly. And annoying. He probably hates me and puts up with me for the sake of Sucks To Suck, our band.
"Blake," he started.