The Girl that Wished Herself Away

by ladyorigami

Hi, Im Jane Smith and this is my story. Im emo and depressed ugly girl that gets a letter to hogwarts, will my life change? What happens when draco find my diary? I dont want there help yet i crave for it. This is my story though my eye

1. Chapter 1

The Girl that Wished Herself Away

Diary entre

Today I saw a Shooting Star

by Jane Smith

I wish and I wish

as a star went swish

across the night sky

I waved bye

and then I said

time for bed

hoping that i would never wake

for eveyones sake

Hey, Im Jane Smith, from Lexington MA. Umm...My consulor gave me this "diary" to write my feelings, the problem is I dont have feelings, never really did, the only thing i felt was sadness, see im "depressed" since my parents gotten a divoice. That was 3 years ago. I tried killing myself since then, you see it was my fault they got a divioce...im emo too...yeah im a pretty messed up kid...well, they found out i was emo one summer when they saw all the scars on wrists (that day i didnt hve anymore fundation to cover it up.), they start to blame themself for what i did. They fought saying that it was always the other faults. I tried telling them it wasnt..its my fault..im the one to blame...they say "no sweetie, it washim/her" whoever told me would blame it on the other one...Im emo because i dont have friends, everyone hates me, im fat ugly and stupid...I tried killing myself by hanging, drowning, poison...umm..somemore stuff to but i forgot. They didnt work, hanging because the rope broke since if fat, drowning because i would always float to the top, poison because...will i guess 10 pills didnt work and there was no more...when my parents found out about teh pills, they now keep them in a lock cabnet. So..yeah..all that ended up ina divioce..i live with my mom and see my dad everyother weekend...yeah so there my backround...