On My Own:
A Song from Les Miserables
(Retold through the eyes of Buffy
On her relationship with Angel)
And now I'm all alone again, [pic]
(in between boyfriends)
No where to go, no one to turn to,
(Library, Giles and Scoobies)
Without a home, without a friend,
Without a face to say hello to.
(Mom, Willow, Angel)
Now the night is near.
(Time to get ready to Patrol)
Now I can make believe he's here.
(I don't have to make believe, he is here, inside of me)
Sometimes I walk alone at night [pic]
When everybody else is sleeping,
(Again with the patrolling)
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping.
(No matter what has happened, his memory still makes me happy)
The city (Sunnydale) goes to bed,
And I can live inside my head.
On my own, pretending he's beside me, [pic]
(He is beside me)
All alone, I walk with him till morning.
(I am never alone and yet always alone)
Without him, I feel his arms around me.
(God I miss his touch)
And when I loose my way,
I close my eyes, and he has found me.
(He is always there, my guiding light)
In the rain, the pavement shines like silver.
(It rained the night we had sex)
All the lights are misty in the river.
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight.
And all I see is him and me forever and forever. (Forever)
I know it's only in my mind.
That I'm talking to myself and not to him.
(He is in L.A.)
Although, I know that he is blind.
(He's not blind, he knows how I feel)
Still I say, there's a way for us.
(Some how I know we will be together again)
I love him, but when the night is over, [pic]
He is gone, (vampires and sunlight) the rivers just a river.
Without him, the world around me changes.
The trees are bare, and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers. (for me to save)
I love him, but everyday I'm learning, (more about my calling)
All my life I've only been pretending. (to be normal)
Without me, his world will go on turning.
(He will live long after my death)
A world that's full of happiness,
(I know how much he loves Connor)
That I have never known.
(I will probably never have kids)
I love him. [pic]
I love him.
But only on my own.
(No one can know I still feel this way)
A Song from Les Miserables
(Retold through the eyes of Buffy
On her relationship with Angel)
And now I'm all alone again, [pic]
(in between boyfriends)
No where to go, no one to turn to,
(Library, Giles and Scoobies)
Without a home, without a friend,
Without a face to say hello to.
(Mom, Willow, Angel)
Now the night is near.
(Time to get ready to Patrol)
Now I can make believe he's here.
(I don't have to make believe, he is here, inside of me)
Sometimes I walk alone at night [pic]
When everybody else is sleeping,
(Again with the patrolling)
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping.
(No matter what has happened, his memory still makes me happy)
The city (Sunnydale) goes to bed,
And I can live inside my head.
On my own, pretending he's beside me, [pic]
(He is beside me)
All alone, I walk with him till morning.
(I am never alone and yet always alone)
Without him, I feel his arms around me.
(God I miss his touch)
And when I loose my way,
I close my eyes, and he has found me.
(He is always there, my guiding light)
In the rain, the pavement shines like silver.
(It rained the night we had sex)
All the lights are misty in the river.
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight.
And all I see is him and me forever and forever. (Forever)
I know it's only in my mind.
That I'm talking to myself and not to him.
(He is in L.A.)
Although, I know that he is blind.
(He's not blind, he knows how I feel)
Still I say, there's a way for us.
(Some how I know we will be together again)
I love him, but when the night is over, [pic]
He is gone, (vampires and sunlight) the rivers just a river.
Without him, the world around me changes.
The trees are bare, and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers. (for me to save)
I love him, but everyday I'm learning, (more about my calling)
All my life I've only been pretending. (to be normal)
Without me, his world will go on turning.
(He will live long after my death)
A world that's full of happiness,
(I know how much he loves Connor)
That I have never known.
(I will probably never have kids)
I love him. [pic]
I love him.
But only on my own.
(No one can know I still feel this way)