PROLOGUE
I've been hurting, to be honest. I've been hurting for so many reasons that I'm surprised that there is an end to all these reasons. All this is messing me up and what else is better than to write it all down here... just for my satisfaction...
This is my story. So kick back and wait for it to come...
My name is Rachel Walters. I'm 17 years old and I'm currently in grade 12. I love to sing and dance. I loathe academics and I love Shawn Mendes right now. Yep, that's right. I have celebrity crushes. Sue me.
High school is something that has really messed me up. It ruins a person's character from head to toe. Some of you adults reading this book would go like 'But high school is nothing dear! Get a job and you'll see for yourself!' Well then I have an answer to that. Did you know what high school had in store for you when you entered? Do you know what your job had in store for you when you joined? Yeah. It's the same. You may have forgotten how each day was like in high school, you may remember only the good parts but living through it? It may not make sense to some of you but this short explanation did make sense to me.
I have a younger brother named Adrian who's in grade 10 and he loves sports. Especially baseball and annoying the heck out of me. But then I guess that's what younger brothers are for.
"I've been hoping, somebody loves you in the ways I couldn't, somebody's taking care of, all of the mess I made, someone you don't have to change, I've been hoping someone will love you LET ME GO"
Hailee Seinfeld.
Let me go. Something I've always told people. But people just don't respect personal space at all. Being lonely is one of the biggest trademarks I have. When people get too close... I shut them out. I stop talking to them. I can't handle too many people on me. It gets exhausting. Maybe that's a reason why I can't handle relations... I know it's a little confusing, but all will be explained.