Full summary: Bella moves to forks because she wants a fresh start. She's goth but...a happy person?

She's a 'spunky' cool girl that likes rock and black, but deep down all she really wants is someone to love and to love her....will she get her wish? Where's Edward? And what's with the roses?

Disclaimer: Do i look like Stephanie Meyer? okay so you can't see me but still...I OWN NOTHING.

BPOV. [AN: Bella lookes different, but way cool. OOC.]

I woke up on Monday morning and after punching my alarm clock, dragged myself out of bed.

Today is my first day at Forks high and i can't wait....Weird? i know. The reason i'm so 'excited' is that i moved here to get a fresh start. To get away from the depressing sunny days of Pheonix.

Oh yeah, did i mention i'm goth? No, well i am. You know the type, black lipstick, black clothing, black everything. Well, not everything. My hair is a vibrant red and i have bright blue eyes, my skin is extremely pale considering where i came from but, alas...I'm a pretty strange gal.

I showered and got dressed. I chose skinny black jeans and a corset top. The corset part was black and the rest was a deep purple. I put on some tight black, lace up boots that went over my jeans to my knees, some lipstick, eyeshaddow and maskara...Also black. When i was done i ate breakfast and brushed my teeth. My hair was down to my but and in natural curls. I brushed it and then left for school.

When i arrived [in my black ferrari spider with tinted windows] i earned a few stares with my car alone. I grabbed my 'Emily the Strange' handbag and got out. I walked to the front office to get my stuff.

'Hello dear, can i help you?' I read the womans name tag..Ms Cope.

'Yes thank you, i'm new here.'

'Ah, so you're Bella?' I nodded. 'Okay Bella, here's a map, your schedule, and could you get this slip signed by your teachers and return it to me at the end of the day.' I nodded again and took the things she gave me. Hmm, I had biology first, then english, spanish, lunch, music, trig and gym...Not to bad, i aced all my classes last year so this can't be to bad.

By the time i got out of the office and found my class i was a little late, the teacher called my name just as i entered the room.

'Here.' I said and took the only spare seat at the very back of the class.

'Thank you for joining us Ms Swan, care to explain why you're late?' Ugh, he was one of those teachers.

'Your welcome and no.' I said sweetly. He frowned but continued with the role. I got out my notebook and started drawing a dragon. I must admit i'm a great artist, i was finishing off the claws when i heard my name.

'Miss Swan, i asked you a question.' I smirked. He was trying to get me back. Without looking up from my drawing i said,

'Mitosis.' There were a few giggles at Mr Banners expence.

I zoned out for the rest of biology and went to english...Same thing, crap teacher, me winning the 'fight' and then zoning out. I had spanish next, the teacher was nice but the subject was boring. The whole lesson i was staring at the clock, willing it to go faster...It didn't.

Eventually lunch came. I skipped the food as i ate in class. Hehehe. I sat down at an empty table and went back to my drawing from earlier. I was listening to green day's 'American Idiot' when i was tapped on the shoulder. I stopped the music and turned around. There was a tall blonde boy and a girly brunette. I looked at them, waiting.

'You're new.' blonde stated.

'Why thank you, i hadn't noticed.' I said bored.

'Are you, like, goth?' Said girly.

'To some extent.'

'Huh?' I guess her vocab could use some help.

'It means i am goth, but I supose i'm a little less depressed. I'm more...bored.' She mouthed 'Oh'.

'Cool drawing.' Blonde spoke again. I shrugged.

'It's not done yet. I still have to add the blood from it's victom.' I smiled at the thought.

'Victom?'

'Yup. It's fighting a unicorn, ew...And it wins.' What's her face gasped.

'But why would he kill a unicorn? There so pretty.' Ugh.

'He killed a unicorn because there superficial and stupid.' Still bored. I went back to my drawing and heared the people go away. I felt someone staring at me and glanced up to see a boy with bronze hair.

He quickly looked away...Was he blushing? And why is he alone? [AN: All the others are in collage, cos he's younger] Eh.

After lunch i walked to music class. Here you could sing, play an instrument or both. I chose both. I saw the teacher talking to some students, he looked nice. He came up to me.

'Miss Swan?' I nodded. The whole class had gathered and was standing around the teacher. 'Do you play an instument or sing?'

'Both.' He smiled.

'And what instrument?'

'Actually i play two, Piano and Violin. But i write more with my Piano.'

'You've written compositions?'

'Quite a few. Most have lyrics.'

'Excellent. Well class before we really begin i want to hear you all play/sing. Whether it's your own or not doesn't matter...Angela. Could you go first?' A nice looking girl with glasses went and got a Chello.

The song was fast but pretty. She looked at everyone and when she came to me i smiled.

After a while it came to the bronze haired who's name turned out to be Edward. He too played Piano and his composition was strong but there was much emotion.

'Bella, since you play two intsruments i need to hear both.' I nodded and first got a Violin. I played fast and catchy, it had a spanish feel to it. When done i walked to the Piano.

'Will you be singing?' Teacher dude asked, i nodded.

'It's called, my Immortal.' [AN not really hers but whatev. Belongs to Evanescence.]

I started playing the soft, slow music and then began to sing.

'I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me.'

I sighed and turned around, but all i saw was a bunch of awed faces. I rolled my eyes and sat in a near by chair.

'Wow, seems we have quite the young talent.' said teacher dude, before going to talk to a student. Angela came up to me.

'That was amazing Bella. You should be a singer, no joke.'

'Thank you. I'll admit i have thought about it but, then there's my fasion designs and machanical abilities.' I shrugged. 'Still don't know my calling.' She nodded slowly and walked away. I giggled and felt the stare again. I saw Edward, once again, look quickly away, blushing...Weird.

I walked to trig and unfortunately had to sit with ditz-er face from lunch.

'Hey, i'm Jessica by the way.'

'Hello.' i had nearly completed my drawing. It now had, the dragon, the wounded unicorn, a castle with bats flying out and a goddess shooting lightning bolts from her hands to the dragon. All i had to do was draw the grey sky in the background. I must have gotten cought again cause the teacher called on me.

'Miss Swan, please answer question...6.' I quickly glanced at the question, makinging look like i hadn't.

'1,573,698.2.' I looked up at the teacher, he opened his mouth to reply but thought better of it...I was begining to like these classes. It seems they have a lot to learn about me.

'Are you, like, a nerd?' Jessica asked.

'No, a nerd is defined to enjoy maths...I don't, i'm just good at it.'

'But you practise.' She assumed.

'Only in class. Other than that, heck no.' I shuddered. She pouted, confused.

I guess you could say, i'm like 'Matilda'. I have a natural gift. Granted it's not all that natural...That is to say it's quite strange, or uncommon. But it's who i am and if it makes class a breeze, why complain.

Finally i had gym. I changed into some "sporty" clothes [still goth, of course] and walked into the gym.

'Class today were playing soccer. Please get your selves into two teams.' Said coachy.

'Bella, wanna be on my team?' Angela was in my gym class.

'Okay.' I shrugged and we walked to the rest of the team. It consisted of Ben, Tyler, Mike, Angela, Edward and me.

'Thanx so much. I hate being the only girl to play.' I gave her a confused look. She pointed to the corner on the gym were all the other girls were sitting, faking sickness.

'Oh my freaking god.' I sighed. 'Have no fear, i play even when i'm actually sick.' She smiled.

'Okay class, first we're gonna practise and get used to the game. Does anyone already know how to play.' I raised my hand and coachy chucked me a soccer ball. 'Go on then.' He probably didn't believe a girl could play, what with all the sick people.

I stopped the ball with my foot and kicked it up. Then i bounced it on my knee's and feet before kicking it into the goal across the room, as it fell. Like i said, Matilda. [If ya don't know who that is, i should shoot you. Read the book, by roald dahl.]

'Oh! Well then...Lets get going shall we.'

'Ugh. Stupid steriotypical male.' I heard chuckling behind me and turned to see Edward.

'Something funny?' I raised an eyebrow at him.

'Not really...You just have an exceptional vocabulary. It's refreshing to find someone with an intelect larger than that of an ape.

'I couldn't agree more.' and with that we started to play a game.

My team was winning and i'd scored two goals. After another ten minutes we were tied. There were 5 minutes left and Edward had the ball. He couldn't score cause people were blocking it from him. I tried telepathy. Pass, damn you, Pass!!!!. He looked up [Ha, it worked] and passed me the ball. I quickly dribbled a little closer and kicked with all the force i could master. I scored and coachy blew the whistle.

My team came up to me and said thank you's, wow's, etc.

'Whatev, no big deal.' I shrugged and went to change.

When i was done i walked back to my car.

Days passed the same way and eventually i wasn't getting stares and weird introductions. As i walked from art class on Friday to my car i noticed something dangling from the side mirror. As i got closer a saw it was a red rose. There was a black ribbon holding it to the mirror and a note. It read,

Dearest Bella,

Cliche as it may seem, i've watched from afar and find myself liking you more and more each day.

I look past your darkness and and all i see is a radiating beauty.

The new found love i have for you shall never cease and i hope that soon you can guess who i am.

But guess carefully as i don't want someone else to take you away.

Until then, i must stay,

Your secret Admirer

Oh my god....

Okay, done....How was it? Should i continue? If some of the stuff bella says sounds strange for a goth, understand that she says it in a bored way. Also, i made bella super smart and talented [for those of you who didn't notice]. This is because....Well, i can and did. Anyways, REVIEW OR I WONT LOAN MY SPARE EDWARD TO YOU....AND GOD KNOWS WE ALL WANT EDWARD...