I may have knowledge on the Fade

But I can't make your pain fade

I may have been your lover

But I can't make you feel better

I'm walking around, and everything makes me think of you

From the scar in the sky to the sweet smell of the stew

Even if I try to pretend that I'm okay, I'm falling apart

Of this life of mine, I wanted you to be a part

I spent my life running, trapping, betraying, killing

I've never really been one for loving

But you made me change, made the soft side of me show up

And now I'm seeking solution at the end of my cup

That's not how it should have ended, I should have told you

But I was too afraid ,always so close to tell you the truth

But I am a coward, a liar and a big bad wolf

I love you, but I don't know if I'm allowed to.

Hush my little lady

Everything is going to be all right

The Big Bad Wold will watch your back tonight

Hush my little lady

Everything is going to be all right

Except the heart of the big bad wolf who'll vanish into the night.

I am watching you from a fair distance

I'm making sure you throw this jar and keep your fighting stance

I would not want anything to happen to the person I broke

I wish I could be with you,but at least, you have Hawke

You two really do have so much in common

More demons inside than the grey wardens could summon

So much will in bodies already broken by a life made of fights

You two are our only hopes,first and last line of defense,our lights

I see you every night, falling to your knees

Your pain I wish I could ease

But things are complicated

And I feel hated .

I can almost hear Sera's threats to tear me apart if she ever sees me again

I know she will , she cares about you if she finds me, I will feel a lot of pain

I can almost see the Iron Bull's muscles twitching,he really wants me dead

I know he does,he even planned it with the spymaster that he now calls'red'

Hush my little lady

Everything is going to be all right

The Big Bad Wold will watch your back tonight

Hush my dearest,precious, delicious lady

Everything is going to be all right

Except the heart of the big bad wolf who'll vanish into the night

Cullen has been trying to help you, he tried his very best,nothing less

Both of you have spent restless nights,drinking tea and playing chess

I could hear Maryden's songs about me being an heartless monster

And all the agents of the inquisition ,singing along , even the archer

Cassandra has been doing her 'disgusted noises' a lot more

Just to see you crack a smile, but you don't smile anymore

Varric has written entire stories to make you laugh

But when you pretend you sound so off

I am hitting myself everytime I see you hurting yourself

You're feeling down,sick , but never blame a certain elf

Your self esteem is getting lower

Everytime you cry in your shower

I love you, maybe you still love me back

I want you to be healthy

I want you and Sera to have another snack

I want you to be whealthy

I wish you would start to eat again

I wish you would see every single gain

You're commanding the inquisition

The most powerful institution

But I see you slowly slipping

And no longer sleeping

But I see you slowly dying

And the blood on your wrist never drying

Hush my little lady

Everything is going to be all right

The Big Bad Wold be on your balcony tonight

Hush my little lady

Everything is going to be all right

Except the heart of the big bad wolf who'll vanish into the night.

I'm on a poetry spree... Stop me if you must. In case you didn't guess, it's about Solas and Lavellan, being broken after you know what.