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Truth and Lies

15 things Andromeda Tonks will never say out loud.

1. She always knew Bella was one day going to crash and burn hard. But she hoped that it would make Bella see the light instead of finally pushing her over the edge so she never said anything.

2. She always regretted not having the courage to let the sorting hat put in her in Hufflepuff.

3. She hated Sirius for having the courage she didn't.

4. When she was younger she wanted nothing more than to be like Bella because Bella she wasn't ruled by her emotions. She later realised this was because Bella didn't have any to begin with.

5. At first she had wanted to marry Lucius Malfoy because everyone said she should. When she found out he liked Narcissa more but had picked her instead because she was a heavier sleeper she realised she didn't.

6. When she found out she had been blasted off the family tree she cried. But not because she regretted leaving. Because she was sad that that part of her life was over.

7. She always did think Sirius was guilty even if she couldn't understand him betraying his best friend for something he'd always hated. She believed that till Nymphadora had told her otherwise.

8. She never liked Remus Lupin because she didn't believe he really loved her daughter.

9. Even though she didn't believe in blood superiority or anything like that anymore she still sometimes found herself thinking of people as mudbloods and she hated herself for it.

10. She saw Narcissa twice after she ran off with Ted. The first time she tried to talk to Narcissa and was ignored. The second time Narcissa tried to talk to her and Narcissa was ignored.

11. She wishes she hadn't run off and ignored Narcissa.

12. She misses Bella sometimes. Even if Bella did kill her daughter. Because that Bella and the Bella she grew up with are two different people linked only by the body they both inhabited.

13. She'd always believed Sirius and Regulus were like oil and water but when Harry told her how he had died she realised that they were more alike than they'd ever know.

14. She thinks that if Regulus had have been sorted into Gryffindor like Sirius (because she now knows that he may have belonged there) they would have been like how her and Bella should have been if Bella had possessed that sliver of conscience that Regulus had and Bella lacked.

15. She'd hated Kreacher when she was younger. She spent her childhood waiting to see his head mounted on the wall.

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