A/N: Ha ha here's another drabble. :] This ones of Chad though. :D
He's tired of it all.
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He's tired of all the constant media attention.
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Tired of his life - his fake life.
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He wants the old him back.
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'The caring, sweet innocent him' - the kind like Sonny.
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He's tired of acting every fucking minute.
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He's tired of being a jerk - especially to Sonny.
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He's sick of the title the media gave him - 'heart-breaker-bad-boy'?
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He hates that.
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He hates making people cry - it breaks his heart.
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He hates what he's become, because once a upon a time,
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he wasn't like that.
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But, he knows he can't really change.
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No matter how much he tries.
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He can't.
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He's way to into it.
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