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Cas, buddy are you there?
Cause I need you to hear me I need you to listen.
It wasn't you're fault, what happened the Sam I mean you couldn't have stopped it you couldn't have stopped her.
I just, I just need you to know that. You're my best friend Cas, my brother just as much as Sammy was .I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner, I'm sorry I let you down but please Buddy let me help you this time .
You and me, we are all we have now and I know you're hurting, I know you blame yourself but trying running to outrun your pain won't slow it down from what I've seen it only make it more vicious and it will catch up and it will knock you down. Like before, remember?
You said you didn't deserve to be saved and I shrugged it off and pushed it aside...
I've been in these states Cas I know what It's like. A monster in your stomach and no matter what you do it won't stop howling. Sammy and you got me through those days through in my blackest moments you where there .But I never returned the favour.
Look I don't know what else to say man, just come home we can work this out together like we always do but I need you by my side as an equal yeah?