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Diary of a married Lily Potter-Malfoy
Dear Diary,
I've been married to Scorpius for 4yrs now. But this is the first time we have had a fight so bad that he wanted to leave me. It was started over something so stupid. He was out with some friends having a guys night out. He called on our muggle cells to tell me the guys were going to stop in. but the phones being muggle made it sucks so he didn't hear me answer. So after the 3rd time, when he could hear me, I was mad. (my redheaded family all have a bit of a temper) so his friend heard me be prissy( to put it nicely) and I embarrassed him.
The next day he tried to talk to me about it but I was on the defiance which made him mad at me. To the point he said we needed space & how he can't be with married to a child & how he didn't think I can be a wife. I freaked I cried & cried for days I didn't eat or sleep much. I didn't understand how someone can say they still love me but say he had to have space & think hard if he would stay. He told me the day after that , he tell me that most he was mad & hurt that I was still friends with my ex's brother. But I didn't hide the fact but he felt I didn't.
I didn't think it would hurt Scorpius so. Or that I was disrespecting him in anyway. My friends say it's because I was sheltered & that's why I act that way & that I should grow & be a better person & wife. I understand but it's hard. Scorpius even hurt me by talking to his ex, a muggle with kids, calling her sweetheart & sweetie making her think something would happen between them. He did it so I would see. So I'd know how he felt but I didn't talk to my ex much less call any one other them him sweetheart or babe. And she called him that to.
It took a lot of talking to my friends, who I haven't talk to in months, and a lot of praying. Yea a witch who prays to god, so what. And I was finally able to talk to him without freaking out or crying. This seemed to impress him and he told me he'd like to work it out. I told my friend I can't contact him any more if it was hurting my marriage & thank god he understood. Scorpius in turned told his ex sorry that he lead her on and that he can't contact her any more if he was to give us a shot. I still hurt form his cruelty but I guess I had it coming.
I am scared how can I act normal when all this has happened. He is telling to show I respect him but not to over do it. Married life is hard how do mum an dad do it. Well Diarytell you more tomorrow.
- Author's Note: this is just to give another view on life. I wrote what I know & see. Please be nice with your review ppl.