Bella

If only I was able to free myself of this pure torture! It is like it was never ending. Fashion. Shopping. Parties. It is not like they are at all important. But according to everyone else they are the most important things in the world. An example right now. My cousin was telling me everything for what we were going to be doing in order to get ready for our annual party that we have every year to celebrate my father and Uncles success. Also my birthday. Even though there success was a few days after my birthday we always celebrated it 3 days after my birthday and 3 days before there success. September 16.

It is for most part, a very boring party. Most of the time Rosaile, Alice and I just make fun of people. I am trying so very hard to listen to her but she just keeps going on about stuff that doesnt mean anything to me at all. She goes on and on and………

"Bella! Are you even listening to me? we have a lot to do before our party and you don't even know what you are going to be wearing OR what the theme is!" said Alice. She can be such a drama queen sometimes! Just because she is 3 years older than me she thinks she is in control. Not that I could stop her from controlling me...

"Calm down Alice! I know what it is. It is a costume party. And I am wearing I dress and some scary heels." I smirked, "See? I was listening."

Alice just rolled her eyes and looked irrated. "Rosaile is coming over soon and We are going to get ready together. She is a little annoyed from that boy who won't leave her alone so don't mention it to her. She will ripped you eyes out."

I shivered, I knew every well that our best friend was annoyed with this boy. I knew also that if someone got under her skin she wasn't very pleasant.

Like Alice, Rosalie was 3 years older than me. Rosalie lives across the street from lives next store to me. My aunt and my mother are sisters. Rosalie's mother was and still is their best friend. Alice has a brother named Emmmet. His like an older brother two me. I believe that he isAnd Rosalie too has a brother. They are twins. His name is Jasper. He and Alice are in love. My aunt encourages it so and they are going to be married someday. Well that is according to me.

My father was one of the most wealthiest men in the world. My uncle was his partner in the business that they worked in.

Origanally there was another person that worked with them but he was a traitor. That person was Carisle Cullen. They have been my families enemies for as long as I can remember. My cousin told me they actually became enemies when I turned one. Fourteen yars ago. When it was my birthday daddy and Carilse got into an argument and the agrument made daddy mad and my uncle hit Carisle for making him mad. It turns out Carisle was leaving them for another business in town. But all I remember from that day was crying and eating.

Since then my Uncle and Father have another patner. His name is William Black. But he prefers to be called Billy. He has a son who is little over a year younger than me named Jacob. Jacob has two sisters named Rebecca and Rachel. They left though, with there husbands. Jacob says they left because their home reminded them of their mother.

Alice is now pulling out a white dress for me that is past my ankles and white heels that make me two inches taller.

She wants to kill me.

Before I could protest, there was a knock on my door. Alice went to answer it and squeled when she saw that it was Rosalie. I jumped up and ran to give her a hug. But, of course, along he way I tripped over something on the floor falling over, kknocking over Alice and Rosalie too. When we hit the ground we were laughing so hard. I was on the verge of tears when we heard another knock on the door.
"I'll get it this time okay?" I said still laughing. When I saw who it was at the door I stopped. It was our grandmother. When we were around our grandmother we werent allowed to act foolish at all. One time when I was 7, I was singing with Alice and I was sining in a silly vioce so it didn't sound very ladylike, she yeld at me and said I was a discrase to this family and I didn't diserve to be in her presence.

I ran up to my room crying. Alice followed me and tried to comfort me. my father didn't speak to my grandmother for two weeks until she apologized to me. She has never liked me since then. My mother doesn't like it when she is around me. It upsets her as much as it upsets Alice.

"Hello Isabella" she said "I came up here to tell you that your mother and your father are looking for the three of you girls so they can discuse what is going on for the ball tonight." She said all of this so formally, it seemed like she was talking to a stranger.

"Thank you, grandmother. We will be down soon." I said in a shy voice. Then she left. Alice was irrated again, but this time it was a playfully way. She also remembers everything that happened that day.
"You would think she was talking to a stranger instead of her granddaughter! Gosh!" Rosalie said. we told her everything that happened that day. Well Alice did at least. I was too upset.

I just sighed. I knew that my grandmother would never like me. Honestly she doesn't like anyone. I shouldn't expect her to like me just because I am family.

I told them we should probably start going down stairs. I had a feeling that today was going to be a very long day. But then I got a sudden feeling that something beyond belief was going to happen.

Alice was on my left Rosalie on my right. We walked into the room to talk to my parents. All they had to say to us was that we were allowed to wear masks if we want and that we can't wear anything above the knee and that the party would start at 7. Alice freaked at that saying we had to start getting ready. Meanwhile it was only 9 in the morning. that gave us.......nine hours to get ready! This girl is going to drive me insane!
My parents only laughed. I said sarcastically "Go ahead encourage why don't you! Your not the one being tortured all day!" That just made them laugh harder.

Alice dragged us upstairs into my room and that is when my torture began.

Edward

She rejected me. She didn't want me. Because she loves another.

Today was the worst day of my life. The love of my life didn't love me back. She was in love with a man that was better then me. He is better then me because he has her love. And I dont. She is the most beautiful creature that ever stepped on this earth! Even though she doesn't love me back I will always love her. Forever and always.

"Edward? What are you doing? Are you alright?" asked my cousin Ben. He wasn't really my cousin. Just a close family friend. But we conssiders our selves family.

"No better than I was an hour ago Ben. I want her, and it has put a sad, depressing feeling in me." I sighed. Ben at least had the one he loves. Her name is Anglea. They were gtting married soon.
"Is this about Rosalie again? Man, move on! Find someone new. I know it is hard Edward, believe me when Angela left.....(shiver) I don't know how I survived." He said

"At least she came back too you." I mumbled. I knew he was right in a way. But Rosalie was....is so beautiful. It is hard to imagine anyone else that could compare to her.

The lucky basterd that won her heart.

"Come on Eddie! You could have anyone you want and you are gushing over the most hardest girl to get! Well second hardest now." He mumbled the lst part. I ignored it. Whoever he was tlking about was just so he could try a trick me into going for this girl. The only one I love is Rosalie

"I only want her. She is beautiful."
"Is that all you know about her? Is she just beautiful? That's just it! You don't even know Rosalie! Have you ever even had a full conversation with her?" When I didn't say anything he continued. "Well no wonder she doesn't love you! She doesn't even know you! How could you just assume she loves you, when you guys havent even had a full conversation?"

"Haven't you ever heard of love at first sight?" I asked him. I knew it sounded corny, but I knew I had no other excuse to give him. He was so right, I felt like an idiot for not thinking of this before. But I had to make it seem like I was right. I never was wrong.

He rolled his eyes at me and laughed. "That only happens in movies man! You're just imaging this. You are blinded by her beauty! This is exactly what happened in the third grade!" he said.

"Ugh! That was one time! Okay? Besides she said she loved me too!" What happened was we were in the park and there was a little girl there with long brown hair and she was a few years younger than us. She said she liked how I looked and said I was handsome. I smiled at her and told her I loved her and thought she was beautiful. She blushed and said she loved me too. But when i was about to take her hand her mother came ovver and took her away. I didn't even know her name. Ben was there and he never let me down about it. He told my mother that I was in love with a girl that I was going to marry her.

"Ha! That was sooo funny! Imagine you find her again?" He was laughing hard now. I was annoyed now and walked away.

*Sigh* This is going to be a very long day.