Need a Little Cheering #1
"You're Amazing" – Bunny
Butters is sitting on his bed, Hello Kitty blankets staring sadly at the crying boy. Kenny stands against the door, confused and worried, wondering what the hell happened to make his boyfriend cry.
Butters wiped his face with tissues, soon to be damp because the boy was crying so damn much.
"I feel," Butters said, "Like crap."
The widening of Kenny's eyes was the only sign of reaction Kenny gave to Butters cussing.
"I feel," Butters continued, "Like I'm alone in the world. I hate this feeling. Like people see me but all they do is look through me and don't care that I'm even there. Even when I'm at home I feel invisible. There's nothing to me. I'm just a stupid little boy that's still afraid of the dark and loves stuffed animals, just a STUPID little boy! I have no one that loves me, no one that knows I'm here!"
At the moment, he is crying so fervently that Kenny has to move next to Butters in order to understand any more words.
"Just alone in the world, alone and scared and no one to help me!"
Kenny wraps his arms around Butters.
"I hate feelings, I hate tears! Why can't it all go away!"
Butters begins to yell as Kenny kisses his cheek. Butters grips onto Kenny's shirt and cries onto his shoulder.
"I just want it to be over," Butters yelled. "The feeling of lonliness is too much to bear for stupid little me."
"You're amazing," Kenny says.
Butters tells his to shut up.
"Your eyes sparkle and your laugh is beautiful. You're kind and forgiving. Even when I die, you're still there for me when I wake up."
Butters hits his fists on Kenny's chest, but all Kenny does is hold him closer.
"I know you don't believe me, but you're beautiful. Beautiful and sexy."
Butters sobs and grips harder onto Kenny's shirt.
"When I see your face, I completely loose track of what I was thinking. You, you Buttercup, you have that effect on me. The effect to erase my mind and fill my heart with one glance."
Butters is only shaking in his arms.
"You're not stupid. You're perfect. You're mine. And you always will be, because I know I'm never giving you up. I'm sorry I was gone this week. I should have been there for you, and I would have been there for you but the bus bruised me up too bad and I couldn't come back as quickly. I love you Butters. And I promise to be by your side as much as my body will let me.
"So don't give up. Because you're perfect and amazing, and I want you to stay right here beside me."
Butters sniffles and is quiet for a moment. Then, he slowly looks up, wet eyes and tears stained cheeks.
"You got all that from the Bruno Mars song, didn't you?"
Kenny smiles a little and softly kisses Butters.
"Doesn't stop it from being true," Kenny whispers.
His response is a sweet little smile.
This is the first of a series I would like to do. First bunny, next is dip.
You ready?
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R&R, please!
