I was worried about the chapter layout so I hope this is easier to read. A lot of people have felt slightly confused about what's actually happening, so briefly for this yaoi I'm exploring the darker psyche of sexual obsession of Kaname over Zero and doing a sort of back-to-front style of story-telling. In the third chapter you should be able to understand completely...I hope. Thanks for the comments and the response! Your all so lovely! (Disclaimer: I don't own vampire knight!)
"Kaname…please…stop this. Please, please."
Despite the cliché of his tear-stained appearance, the pity his horrific permanence of appearance evoked was overwhelming. Kaname enjoyed being a dominant figure; he enjoyed unleashing the monstrosities of his being. But, until meeting Zero, these monstrosities could never be resolved: be unleashed to their full extent. No human, or half-human for that matter, had been able to cope with the sheer vigor that was Kaname.
"You have my deepest sympathies Zero, but I fear I cannot stop. I cannot stop my prowess, my lust…you, my love, my Zero, my….Fuck! : Zero, can you comprehend what it is to be loved by me? You are the beauty of the beast and now you have allowed me to have intimacy, I have no knowledge of boundaries anymore."
When Zero exhaled it was painful, it was exhaustion. Looking up with a nauseating blurriness he looked directly into his eyes, absorbed his pupils dilating and widening with quickening arousal. On a whim, Zero had allowed himself to experience sexual pleasure with Kaname; they were both clearly struggling with their curiosity for each other and so mutually chose to resolve it. This simple act of intimacy was a chance for the young adults to explore their sexualities and ultimately themselves, surely there was no need to continue if their feelings were not developed further? But, despite this, Kaname some few weeks after began to linger around Zero until it became noticeable: the nature of Kanames obsessive pursuit became clear.
"Kaname, I'm glad you came actually. Have you got time? Only there is something I would like to confront you abou-"
Zero felt his body jolt into a collision with one of the walls in his room, the pain was incredible and his breath was stole by audacity.
"Ha, Kaname; what an incredible assertion of strength' he voice was laced with sarcasm 'what's the occasion? Or are you feeling particularly competitive and ready to fill the stereotyped vampire today? I wasn't aware I posed that much of an overwhelming, masculine threat". Zero gently gripped a near-by table ready to humorously, physically demonstrate his response to a reaction that was sure to follow from his comment. Rather, Kaname merely stood; his shrouded hair making his appearance looming and overpowering. Zero's eyes subconsciously furrowed with concern, "hey, Kaname, is umm everything alright? I mean, what I wanted to talk about can wait if you need to talk at the moment?" He went to comfort Kaname by gripping his forearm: "Zero, put that hand somewhere else, huh? Please Zero" Kaname raised his face to reveal a disturbing display of a placid expression, one that didn't meet the resonance of his voice. "Kaname, don't be so fucking vulgar…" Zero was not allowed to continue his understandable protest as he was soon surrounded by warm flesh: constricting and consuming flesh.