IN LOVE

Hi umm, so I dont know alot about diaries, but a very good friend of mine told me its good to write down your secrets knowing no one will ever find out.

So diary, we just got here from New York last night and I just woke up.

Anyway Im Logan Mitchell, I am 18 years old im in a band with my three friends.

Kendall Knight, he is well,crazy, I mean he is great but, sometimes he came up with plans that are totally loco.

Then Carlos Garcia, he is my hyper friend and best one, he is very funny and aparently he knows my secret, im not sure tough, sometimes he acts like he does, but again its Carlos, not the brightest guy in the world.

And last but not least, James Diamond,he is umm a little girly, he is into the whole looking good fashion thing, he says its for the fans, but we know he just likes it.

Sure Carlos has helped me alot, but James was there for me when my dad beat me up.

So moving on.

Want to know my secret? I may have a little crush on James

But oh well whatever I am not doing anything about it.

Cause even if he is all pretty and stuff, he is super straight, like, when we were on the hockey team, he wouldnt get in the showers with the rest of the team.

I didnt either, but of course I was afraid of looking too much.

Okay, well what do you know diary, Peach was right, this helped a little, write you later.

Logan

I slipped the small notebook under my bed.

I sure as hell didnt want anybody to find out.

So I had to get up, even if we just got here last night, Im sure Gustavo had some rehearsals to do or harmony practice.

But it was 10:30, SHIT it was late. Did the guys let me over sleep?.

But then I heard a noise in the shower.

And after that James came out the door with a towel wrapped around his waist.

His perfectly shaped body was showing.

I turnned my head down so I couldnt see him.

-Hey sleepy head, finally got up huh?.-

-Y-yeah i tought you guys left me, why arent you in the studio?.-

He put his hands on the towell, Oh My God he was going to take it off!.

He took it off and surprisse, he was wearing boxers.

-Well I have great news.-

I looked up and he was fully clothed now.

-News? Well catch me up.-

-Well Gustavo said he had something to do, so prepare for this- He looked at me expectant.- HE GAVE US THE WHOLE WEEK FREE!HOW COOL IS THAT!.-

-Awesome.-I said, I really meant it, after the flight I was totally tired.-Did you guys plan something to do?.-

-Umm, well, you see...-He looked uncomfortable.

-Tell me James.-

-Well you didnt wake up, so we all made plans, Kendall called Jo, and they went to a romantic breakfast in the forest or lake I dont know, and Carlos went out with Stephanieon a date, and...-

-And you?.-

-Well, Im going to play basketball with some friends.-

-Oh, okay, well I guess Im staying home.-

He sat in Carlos's bed and said.

-If you want to, I can stay.-

-No go, you alredy have plans, I'll be fine.-

-Okay, see ya, hey tell you what, why dont we go have lunch when i finish playing?.-

-That sounds great, but James?.-

-Yep?.-

-No McDonalds please.-He may be fit, but he just loves junk food.

-Okay, you have my word.-

And he left, and I was alone.

I know what you are thinking.

Where are Katie and Mrs. Knight?.

Well, they moved out as soon as Kendall turnned 19 cause momma Knight wanted to give his son space.

So now Kendall had his own room, James had his too.

Me and Carlos decided to share.

Oh well I guess im going to watch some TV.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~BTR~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I was watching Icarly when Carlos walked trough the door with alot of bags.

-Hey, Carlitos.-

-Sup Logie.-

-So, what did you get?.-I stood up from the L couch and walked to the kitchen's table.

-Some stuff, y'know, food, toilet paper, candy the usual.-

-You look uncomfortable, like anxious.-I sat on a bar stool.

-Well, I tought, I would get some alone time.-

-Wait, what are those little bags?.-

Two blue small bags on the kitchen counter.

-NOTHING!-

I jumped at his tone.

-Okay.-I said carefuly

-No,sorry, well, fine you can check.-

I walked slowly to the little bags laying on the ounter.

Then Carlos scared me with the loud sentence he said.

-BUT DONT JUDGE ME!.-

-Fine.-Why would I judge him?.

I opened the bags and...

-Carlos?.-

-Dont judge me.-

-But these are just corndogs, the new issue of Helments magazine and dog food, thats pretty standard for you.-

-Oh, then it must be the other one... I mean, SHIT!.-

I opened the other bag and...

-Carlos?.-I made a weird face, it was really akward looking at the stuff inside.

-I, just tought...-

Inside there were two DVDs, yep porn, also a bottle of lube.

-Carlos, its okay, I mean, you wanted some alone time.-

-S-Sorry.-

-Dont apologize, if you want to, I can leave.-

-No, well you can watch it with me, if you like to.-

-Nah, I dont do that since a month, and its uncomfortable infront of a friend.-I said, that moment was akward.

-Oh, okay, whatcha gonna do?.-

-Im going have lunch with James.-I said with a sufficient smile.

-Uuuuuhh, big date huh?, you must be pretty excited.-

-Shut up, I am, but just going to have lunch with a friend, nothing else.-

I got out before he could say anything else.

Wonder if he knows by now.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~BTR~~~~~~~~~~~~~

So i got down to the basketball court to see how James played.

He was very good at it, I mean fora pretty guy.

So i just sat there for about ten minutes.

Once the game ended, James came over me with a big smile on his face.

-So, hungry little boy?.-

-Yep, starving.-

-Well, you tell me where do you want to go?.-

-i dont know, just not McDonalds.-

-Okay, up to the James movile.-

We got in his car, yep he learned how to drive, cause he didnt want to be a pain in the ass and ask me to take him places.

Not that I minded or anything.

-Mmmm, well lets go have talian food.-

-Okay.-

-Hey, Logan can I ask you something?:-

I tensed up, but managed to let out a "Yeah".

What was he going to say?.

-Do you like someone?.-

-Umm, yes someone alot.-

-Is she cute?.-

"She", he tought I was straight.

-Not your type.-

-Someone in New York maybe?.-

-Oh, no, its not Peach.-

-Oh, haha well Imust have got it wrong.-

-Boy you did.-

-Its just that, I saw what you did, you savotaged my date with her.-

I coughed, what was he talking about?.

I mean yes, but it was Peach's plan not mine.

-Sorry, but I care about her, and she didnt liked you in that way.-

-Its cool man, I just wanted to see how it went.-

We laughed and made small talk until we reached the restaurant.

-Oh I LOVE Di`Marcos.-I was excited Di`Marcos was my favorite restaurant in the whole city.

-I know you love this place, and since you said no McDonalds, well I just tought this.-

-Thanks for being so considerate.-

We got in and a waitress walked us to the table.

I didnt liked the way she looked at him.

I mean, he wasnt mine or something, but still that little crush just made me jealous of any girl the he dated or looked.

-May I take your orders gentelman?.- She said looking only James.

-Yes.-He said with his magnificent voice.-I'll have a large pepperonni pizza, some umm bracciole, a basket of bread sticks, canole, a meat lovers lasagna and do you make rattatouile?.-

-Thats french sir.-

-Well, some of that too.-

-And what about you?.-She turnned to me, barely paying attention.

-A salad and umm canole too.-

-To drink?.-she turnned to James again.

-Two cokes.-

-Not for me, diet coke.-

The waitress went away and came back with all the food.

She left again.

-Why a diet Logan?.-

-Why not?.-I asked, why was he asking this?.

-Well, it doesnt taste good.-

-But I try to stay fit.-

-You are great the way you are, it would help you doing some sports...-

I looked at him incredusly, sports? Like come on

-Haha, sports, I just want to be good looking, for someone to fall in love with me.- I said blushing, I was hoping he would notice I was talking about him, but at the same time I was scared he would.

-Well thats stupid.-

-Excuse me?.-

-You are handsome, why wouldnt someone fall for you?.-

-Well, its complicated,but thanks.-

-Look, you can get any girl you want, and dont let anybody tell you say otherwise.-

Yes any girl I know i can get any girl, Im in a semi-famous band,but I want you James.

Instead of that I just said.

-Thanks, im full and you are stupid talking-

-Okay if you say so...so I guess we should go.-

-How long have we been here?.-

-Like, 3 hours.-

Oh my god time does fly when you are having fun.

He had alredy finished eating all of the stuff, and I barely touched my canole, I know that sounds nasty, get your mind out of the gutter.

-Yes I think we should, unless, you want to go for a walk?.-

He said yes and we took off to walk in the park.

We were talking just enjoying the company.

And then Carlos called me...he said it was late.

Wait, what time was it?

Shit, time really does fly when you are having fun.

By the time me and Carlos went for lunch it was 2 o'clock, we finished at 5 and walked until it was 8.

-Sorry Carlos, lost track oftime, whats up?.-

-Kendall had a really bad day, you should come.-

-Okay, we are on our way.-

I hung up and looked at James.

-Kendall had a bad day.-

-Oh,well lets go.-

We jumped into his car and he drove to the Palm Woods.

I guess my "date" was over.

But what had happenned to Kendall to make Carlos sound so upset?.

Author's note: So okay i know it sucks, but its my first time doing this and in fanfiction.

If you are wondering, what the hell has Peach to do with BTR well you should check out my story on called Charming Peach.

will post it later here, when i figure out if it a crossover or not.

so enjoy