Disclaimer: I own nothing except a few (10) Reba albums.

AN: Okay everyone this is my first story. I hope y'all like it. I will be making this a chapter story its not going to be a oneshot. Its not all going to be songfics either.

Reba is sitting at home all alone. Her eldest daughter Cheyenne is at her friends house, and her two youngest, Kyra and Jake, are with their father at his condo. They have been separated for one month now. She misses him, but she won't admit it because she doesn't know that he feels the same way.

I still reach for you
In the middle of my dreams each night
But my arms come up empty every time
And lately I talk to your memory
More than I should
If I could just forget the past I would
Cause this missing you ain't doing me no good

"I am so stupid," thought Reba, "why would I let him leave me like I did.I can still get him back. I am not willing to let go yet, and I am definitely not crazy yet."

I'm so close to crazy
Right on the edge
Just one step away from going insane
But I'm not there yet
If I could just lose my mind
I wouldn't know we're through
But this close to crazy
Is far from over you

"Why doesn't he love me!" Reba said out loud to an empty room. He has my heart, and my kids. That leaves me with nothing!

Reba goes upstairs, and quickly changes into a purple knee-length dress. As she changes the only thing she can think about is how good things were before the separation.

"Table for two," said Reba when she arrived at the fanciest Italian restaurant in the area.

The waiter leads her to her table, and she sits down

"Hello my name is Brian and I will be your server for the evening. Would you like to start off with a drink."

"No thank you. I'm waiting for someone," said Reba.

Reba sits their laughing and talking to the chair sitting in front of her. Earning her many stares from the surrounding diners.

Today I caught myself
Reliving how it used to be
At a table for two just you and me
But talking to an empty chair
And laughing right out loud
Turned everybody's head and left no doubt
I'm a broken woman close to breaking down

I'm so close to crazy
Right on the edge
Just one step away from going insane
But I'm not there yet
If I could just lose my mind
I wouldn't know we're through
But this close to crazy
Is far from over you

Reba went home and then got ready for bed. Once she fell asleep she had nightmares which caused her to reach for Brock, but nothing was there again.

I still reach for you
In the middle of my dreams each night

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