A/N: Hello there! This is not my first fan fiction, nor is it my fist time posting something, however it is the first time I'm posting anything here. I sincerly hope you like it! Reviews are Welcome!
Tinted World
This world I live in
It's an odd
tinted world
But I don't mind
But I think he does
He tells me to take them off
I do for him
And only him
Since we were little
he's asked me
why I wear my tinted goggles
Most of the time I don't have an answer
But sometimes I do have one
"I don't like this reality
I don't like this world
I like the color orange
It's a secondary color
Mixed of our two colors
Red and Yellow"
I blush deep scarlet
he's sort of confused for a second
then he smirks his trademark smirk
"I like it too"
he whispers breathily in my ear
he kisses me-steals my first kiss
but I don't mind
I never did
I never will
And then he left
without saying 'goodbye'
I just went on with my life
as if nothing were wrong
but everything was-
he wasn't there
I found him again
barely a year later
He was different
but still the same
But that's the only way to describe him properly
A contradiction
or maybe a beautiful disaster
It doesn't matter
it's still a contradiction
As we sit here together
he suddenly takes my face and kisses me
My arms go around his neck as I kiss back feverishly
he tastes like chocolate
"I love you"
he whispers in my ear
"Your just the same
you never change
But that's what I love about you
I love you"
he laughs and kisses me again
winding his arms around my waist
pulling me into his lap
"I don't even mind that your
view of the world is twisted
It's like your goggles
It's tinted"
He pushes me rather hard
so I'm laying on my back
He hovers above me
"I don't mind
because that's what I love"
He dips his head down and kissed me again
this time it's with more passion
"I love you
because you wear your goggles
because you view the world different
because you're you"
Later-
When we're twined tightly together in bed-
I think back to when he first kissed me
"This world I love in
It's an odd
tinted world
I don't mind
But I know you do"
He smiles and kisses me
long and gentle and breathy and sweet
So different from the rough bruising ones we shared before
but that's him
A Contradiction
"Only for you
Will I take them off
Only for you
Will I show what I feel
Only you
Will I let in
Into my tinted world
My sick twisted world"
he smiles and hugs me close
"Only for you will I endure
forget this reality-
this world
And enter
your tinted world"
Because that's what I live in
A sick
twisted
odd
tinted world