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Note: Ahh, Finally~ My first HitsuHina is complete! If you wish, please review and please enjoy!~
I tried pouring feeling into this as much as I could xD
Truthful Wish: Chapter One
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Can you hear me screaming
Coming to find you
It's not that I want to
Make it another night alone
This feeling is lonely
Sending me slowly
Hits me so deep
It cuts my bone
Fills my heart
Burns me up
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She sat on a lonely bench beneath the glittering stars that covered the colorless sky. A gentle breeze moved through the air effortlessly, causing Momo's dark bangs to move swiftly.
How long had it been since she had finally gotten a breath of fresh air? Momo couldn't remember, which meant it has been too long. Although it might have made it possible to get out if she hadn't gotten so worked up over him.
Thinking back to those first memories tears formed in her subtle brown eyes. "Aizen".
"You shouldn't be worried about that. Do you plan on being locked up again"?
Momo realized she wasn't alone and tensed up, only to find out it was just Hitsugaya, and relaxed her muscles. "Not really".
He joined Momo on the bench. "Good, because we all missed you". More glad to know that Momo has stopped calling Aizen her captain.
"Oh Shiro-Chan!" Momo said ruffling his vibrant white hair, although there was no emotion coming from her lips.
"Stop that!" he said irked.
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For way too long
Here's my hand
Pull me up
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She chuckled, almost robotically, but dropped her arm. "So what brings you here Toushirou?" she said unknowingly calling him by first name.
Hitsugaya dropped his gaze to stare off into the far distance. "No reason". A stoic expression on his face.
Annoyed she stood up, "Do they still not trust me to be on my own"!
"Their being precautious Momo. I mean look at how long it took you? I'd be watching you too. And look at your reaction" Hitsugaya replied.
Momo turned away from him, "Well anyone would be mad. Right Hitsugaya-taicho "? She knew she was only mad at the fact that it had taken her this long…and the factor that Toushirou was right, her emotions were still notunder control.
He sighed and made his way to her side. "It's nothing against you Momo. I've told you before I'd protect you remember? Well I'm doing just that. Besides to the Soul Society your still just a"… He couldn't say the words he had wanted to. A traitor, did that sound like something he would say? He never wanted to let her know how much it hurt him. He knew it would only cause her more pain.
"A what Hitsugaya!? A traitor! A hopeless little girl with no sense of direction!? Right…" Hinamori mumbled off.
Hitsugaya didn't say anything but he also didn't drop his green eyes away from hers. He knew that she was still lifeless, but on the inside…
"Hinamori"…
"Taicho"!
Rangiku flashed before Toushirou and Momo. "Sorry but there's paperwork that was due this morning, that wasn't finished".
Hitsugaya twitched in annoyance, "Damnit Matsumoto, can't you do anything your told".
"But taicho", she murmured, her lips to one side, "You said you would finish it".
"I said nothing of the sort"!
Momo chuckled at the little quarrel, forgetting her annoyance with Hitsugaya, glad to know not much has changed.
Hitsugaya turned to Hinamori. "And what's so funny"!?
She laughed even harder, "Shiro-chan! You should see your face". Hitsugaya's anger quickly subsided at his fuku-taicho and he instead scorned Momo for laughing. Although that soon stopped because he realized that was the first time she had laughed in ages.
Rangiku crossed her arms, "As much as I love to see you happy taicho, we have work to do. Sorry Hinamori~".
Momo wavered her hands for them to be off, "No by all means"!
Rangiku nodded and grabbed Toushirou's arm, dragging him away. Momo watched until they had turned the corner before she let out a huge sigh.
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I lie awake because I'm scared
I'm not as fake as you once heard
But we'll lay down now making sure we
Put these words between us
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She didn't know what to think as she felt the hot tears roll down her face.
I'm an emotional screw up I know, but now I hurt Shiro-chan. I let everyone down…
"I hope he still believes in me".
Hinamori was solemn and puzzled by the reaction that had settled itself into her mind, but then again that wasn't exactly something new to her was it?
She picked up her Zanpakuto, which had been blissfully standing next to the cold bench and gripped it tightly. "Tobiume, what do I do now"?
When she heard no answer, her grip become more loose and her mood a little more saddened. Then, without another word, she headed down the road to West Rukongai. Already knowing what she had to do.
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"Taicho! I said I was sorry" Rangiku apologized signing her name onto some papers. A huge stack next to those.
Toushirou grunted and shook his head. "Matsumoto you tell me this all the time".
Rangiku put her pen on her desk and let out a huge huff. "Taicho your so mean". Her head shot up in surprise and she all but ran to the division door. "I just remembered something important I had to do tonight. See you Taicho"!
"Matsumoto! Get back here!" Hitsugaya yelled already knowing she was gone. He sighed mentally and picked up the pen he had dropped to ineffectively yell at Rangiku. "She needs to stop that filthy drinking habit. It's a good thing I'm used to this by now".
Toushirou was so busy with his paperwork, he didn't even hear Hinamori walk in.