My Eyes

My world wavers once in a while,

And for the first time I open my eyes.

Through these clear orbs I see

That, all my truths have been lies.

The house I love

Just out of reach

The pain through my leg

As I grit my teeth.

The memories of a happy home

Disappear

While my beautiful world

Falls down like tears.

My dress, now more grey than pink

My simple bun, ruffled from worry

Outside the circle of my husband's care

My thought wing in a flurry.

The image fades with time

And I wish I never opened my eyes.