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I don't own the Gallagher Girls, they belong to Ally Carter or the song Impossible which belongs to Shontelle
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
A few years ago, right after my dad went M.I.A; my mom told me I should take caution in who I love. I listened to her, too afraid to get my heart broken like she did. I only dated Josh but I didn't really "love" him. Then HE came along.
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, My mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
I fell in love with Zach Goode. I had forgotten everything my mom had taught me years ago. I know now. I should have never trusted, but I believed him.
And now when all is done there is
Nothing to say
I wanted to scream at him, but what was there to say? It was my fault I fell for his game.
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won, you can go ahead
Tell them
He never loved me. All those times were we spent together were fake! It makes me mad how easily he can stand here with a gun to my head, while I'm tied up in a chair. He won the game I didn't even know we were playing. "Go ahead and tell them!" I screamed at him. I didn't care if they knew. It was my fault, I was a lousy spy. I looked up at his emerald green eyes that once had showed what I thought was love, but now all I can see is his murderous glare, with a hint of confusion.
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the rooftops
Write it on the skyline
All we have is gone now
"Tell them how I fell for your game. Tell them the secrets I told you. Tell them anything you want!" I shouted at him. He looked surprised and shocked; finally I got him to show a little emotion! Since the time he tied me up, about 3 hours ago, and told me all about working for the C.O.C., he had a mask on his face. No emotions. "You're not even going to try to stop me?" He asked in a quiet voice only a trained spy would be able to hear. "What's the point, I already lost long ago, when I fell in love. So all we have is gone now! On second thought that should be all I have is gone now, because you never wanted me." I lowered my voice at the end. A hint of sadness and regret crossed his face, but was gone almost instantly, making me question if had even seen it.
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
I continued on with my little rant, wasting some time, so I wouldn't die so quickly. "Please tell them I was the happiest I had ever been when I was with you! My heart sealed up from my dad leaving, but now you broke it, shattered it into a million little pieces that can't be replaced. Brag to them that you have broken the unbreakable Cammie Morgan." He looked like I had just slapped him in the face, and trust my, I know what that looks like. "Oh, and one last thing…."
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, Impossible
Impossible, Impossible
"Tell them what I hoped would be nearly impossible. Tell them I had fallen in love." Once again he looked shocked at the word love, but he put his finger closer to the trigger taking the gun off of safety.
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worse
Broken trusted and broken hearts
I know, I know
I knew if anything ever happened to Zach, falling out of that love would be harder than anything I ever faced. But sitting here now with a gun to my head by the one I love, I realized one thing, falling for betrayal is so much worse. The stupid trust I had is now broken and I know there is nothing I can do, nothing at all.
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know
I thought all Zach and I needed was there, and if it wasn't, our love was strong enough. We built our faith in each other on "I love you" just empty words now. As a spy, I should have known that's never enough. All the promises he told me, saying I can trust him and he's a good guy, were broken. I know I should never believe anything anyone tells me. I know!
And now when all is gone, there is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead and tell them
I know my life was almost gone, along with everything that was already gone. "I wish you'd stop embarrassing me, I know I lost! Please just kill me already and then go ahead and tell them!" I screamed
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the rooftops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now
"Tell them already! Shout it if you want to, heck you could even right it on the skyline. I don't care because all we had is gone now! Kill me then tell them please!" His finger inched closer to the trigger. Can he get anymore annoying? I rather he just shot me already and would not keep me waiting! He said the overly used phrase, "Any last words?"
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
"Tell them… tell them I was happy. Tell my mom I didn't listen to her. Tell my friends I should have believed them. Tell them I am sorry but my heart is broken. Tell them you shattered my heart and left all my scars open and bleeding. Brag to them all you want.
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, Impossible
Impossible, Impossible
Impossible, Impossible
Impossible, Impossible
Ooh, Impossible
Yeah, Yeah
"Last but not least, tell everyone what I hoped would be impossible. Cammie Morgan fell in love." I told him. "Is that all?" he asked sarcastically. "No, one more thing, Bex is outside your door planning to barge in and kill you." I said seriously even though I was lying through my teeth knowing Bex, Liz, and Macey were actually on the roof. Zach fell for MY game this time and went to the door as a cable cord was coming done from a hole in the roof. I grabbed and attached it to my belt. I felt myself being lifted. I landed on the roof just as Zach turned around and found in my place a note that said:
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should stay
Caution when it comes to love
I did
-C
A/N: I hope you liked my first fan fiction. Tell me if you want me to go on or just leave it as a oneshot. Or maybe from Zach's P.O.V.? Just let me know