My Lover's Guilt
Disclaimer: I wish I could own Victorious but I don't
Robbie's POV
Everything is black, everything is dark shouldn't I be dead, am I sleeping? Where am I? All I can hear is Beck's screaming and crying but I can't see him. There is no light and I have always been afraid of the dark but Beck was always there to comfort me. But now he isn't I am alone with only his voice to keep me walking, trying to find my way out. "I am sorry Robbie please come back please!" I hear him keep screaming over and over. I try to run towards the voice but there's no way out. I want to go back to him. I want to say sorry for leaving him alone.
But I am dead and I know I am not coming back. People that die can't come back alive just to tell their love ones, sorry. Even though I wish I could I already miss Beck's kisses, touches, love, and care. I wish I would have never ran in front of that car. I wish I would have listened to Beck and I'm sorry. I just wish he could hear that one more time, that I'm so sorry. I now know that he never really loved Jade, he only loved me, loves me. "Robbie I love you!" I hear his voice scream to me and it feels so close but he isn't close at all. I see a light and I run towards it it's my journal with it opened to the last page.
I reach to pick it up but it catches on fire, the words melt off the page down to the floor. This world whatever it is begins to light up. I see dead trees, dark skies, withered flowers and dead grass. My journal disappears. I scream back into the open "I love you to Beck, I'm sorry!" as loud as I can I scream. I hear him scream back but I can't understand what he is saying I just runs towards the voice. It's like the closer I get to the voice, I get farther. So I stop running and start walking each footstep I take the grass begins to come alive under me. Each tree I walk by begins to heal and I look up to the sky and it lights up.
I start to see images of Beck and me all around this place and I realize it's me and Beck's childhood playground. I smile because even though I am not alive with him. I can still see his face I can still hear his voice, and feel his love. He is still with me in my heart and I am still with him in his heart. We will always be together. "Robbie, I love you" I hear Beck whisper behind me. I quickly turn around and hug him hard. "I love you too Beck" I whisper back.