AN- This is the first story I have ever wrote that wasn't for school so please review nicely and thank-you to Paramoll for making me upload it :) read her stuff people it's amazing

Fangs POV

Okay so I know some of what some people will be thinking... Fang is evil, Fang should never have left, Fang this, Fang that...

This wasn't my choice. I couldn't put the flock in danger, especially Max. If she died because of me, I would throw myself off a building with my wings closed behind my back. As I never say any of my emotions and I probably say couldn't any more anyway, I have decided to write a diary. So here goes...

Dear Diary,

Okay is it just me or does that sound weird? I'm talking to an inanimate object, I mean it should at least have a name or something. I mean I have nothing against calling someone Diary but my Diary should at least have a cool manly name like.. Fred, or Bob, or The Terminator! This could take me a while to figure out so anyway...

I just left Max and the flock after nearly dying and being told by Angel that I will die soon. I could be endangering Max and I seriously do not want to do that. For the past few weeks I've been watching The Flock. I feel horrible. Max has been coming outside every hour and flying for miles just shouting my name over and over. I've seen her cry more times in two weeks than I have in all of the fifteen years I've known her. Sometimes I've come near to the house feeling guilty and then remembered that I can't go back now. It would just be selfish of me so last night I turned around and didn't head back to the forest around the corner but carried on flying for hours and travelled miles. I didn't know where I was going, I didn't really care either. I just went where my internal GPS told me to. I'm not even going to bother telling you that I was manly about this because I wasn't. I cried, not just like a few tears that automatically come out when someone hits your man areas, I really cried, yes me, the emotionless brick wall cried. I don't know why but I couldn't keep the tears away (and trust me, hitting a tree does not help one bit). I don't see why people always cry, it just makes you feel worse that you already do.

I decided to look down to see what was going on in normal people's lives. I saw people arguing, a woman slapping a man for looking at her breasts (they were huge), some kids running from a policeman with something in their hands and there was a man sniffing something that I'm guessing was drugs, as people don't usually sniff sherbet.

There is a reason for that.

Why is that you ask diary (stupid name!), and how would I know?

Well it was when Jeb first disappeared and Iggy had heard that drugs make you happy. So he went to the store and found the nearest thing to drugs was sherbet. Being the idiot that he is, he sniffed the sherbet and when Max came in he was rolling on the floor with tears in his eyes because it had gone through his nasal passages and up to his eyes, stinging like hell. Of course Max made sure that he was okay whilst I stood beside her laughing so hard my eyes hurt (serves him right for blowing all of my stuff up and trying to set my hair on fire the night before), this resulted in me having my nose broken by Iggy (it's scary how accurate his punches can be sometimes, seeing as he's blind).

Oh here we go again, why do I keep crying? I'm usually emotionally challenged. Now I can't even think of her without crying. I looked up just in time to miss a rather large, dangerously sharp rock.

I was tired so I found a cave suitable for me to sleep in, put my traps up that would wake me if there was a disturbance, ate some food I bought a while ago from a store, and then fell asleep almost instantly.

When I woke up this morning I was surprised to see that it was about seven o'clock, I mean normal people probably wake up at around this ridiculous time anyway, but us bird kids know how to sleep. As my eyes drifted open I knew I wouldn't get to sleep after the dreams I had last night. Well as you can probably tell all of my dreams kind of revolved around Max. The first of them was me and Max kissing passionately sat on the branch of a massive oak tree at night seeing all of the stars above us. The second was me going back to Max and seeing her a Dylan kissing passionately and ended up in me kicking his butt and finally I had a dream of Max kissing... Gazzy passionately and that was it, I was up in three seconds flat and I felt extremely sick.

I collected all of my traps and my backpack and headed down the cliff because on my way I had seen at McDonald's and I needed food (that's another thing we bird kids know how to do (eat)). I saw a man come out and put all of the left over food in the bin around the back and as soon as he went in, I grabbed some food and flew away.

I went back to my cave and ate my food, Oh my Gosh, the food was gorgeous, I haven't had McDonald's food in a while and the taste is just overwhelming. So anyway whilst I was eating my beautiful burger from heaven I decided to take in my surroundings. I recognised something but I honestly can't remember what it is that looked so familiar.

When I had finished my breakfast I headed off to the skies. Again, I wasn't even thinking about where I was going until a few hours later when I saw the building that scared me more than Nudge and Angel giving me a make-over (and trust me that's scary).

I saw a large building in the middle of nowhere.

Can you guess what it was Diary? Yup, got in one: the School.

I finally knew what I was going to do with my life if it was going to be over soon.

I was going to find out anything I could about all of the experiments that Itex had ever created and I would help anyone in need that had escaped from Itex's clutches, like the people we helped rescue in New York.

So I made my way to the building very quietly and... I just had a thought.

Didn't Max take Itex down?

Why am I being silent when there is no one even in this building. Then I saw it. There was a man in one of the windows holding a dead body that looked like a chipmunk crossed with a fish (not pretty). Max hadn't taken Itex down. She had just made them have a minor set back in their work.

CRAP! Well at least I know what I'll be doing with the rest of my life.

I snuck into the building. I didn't have a clue where all of the information I needed to find was so I crept along the walls trying to stick to the shadows as best I could, unfortunately, there aren't many shadows inside buildings. I hid in nearly every room that there was in this place. They had obviously employed a lot more staff since the last time I was here. I carried on walking when the coast was clear and then I saw a room that would help me through the rest of my life. I found the information room with computers and laptops and filing cabinets. I knew that all of the information would be on the laptops, so, as I had left my laptop back with the Flock I decided that I may as well keep just one of these bad boys. I had room in my bag and it's not like they would miss it. I took the laptop with me and carried on through the building.

I looked into one of the little rooms that I knew was for torturing the experiments ad I saw a girl around my age with deep red hair and wings that were black and brown-red.

She was beautiful, even when she was exhausted from running on the treadmill for hours (I'm guessing as that's what they made me do when I was here). I knew I couldn't rescue her now, but I would find a way.

I turned around and looked through the door on the other side. In there, there were more bird kids all around the same age as the rest of the flock.

I decided that I would leave for today and come up with a plan to save them tomorrow. I turned to leave when I saw that there were people coming down the stairs a couple of meters away. I just said to myself that I wish I was invisible and tadaa I was. They walked straight past me and into the room where all of the other experiments were.

I ran down the hall, still invisible, and I jumped into the air and flew off to the nearest cave I could find. I hacked into the computer and again it was one of the ones that had super wi-fi internet.

I looked through it and found out about the experiments in the dog crates, they were all made at the same time as us, but they were in a different room the whole time. They were made to be our perfect other halves, just like Dylan was for Max.

I had to help them get out of there, even if I didn't think that people should be made for each other, I had to help them to get free. I found out that I could not only make myself invisible but if I concentrated I could also make huge boulders disappear, I figured this out because a bird flew into the boulder I was trying to make invisible (ouch)!

So now I know how to get the bird kids out without being caught. Wish me luck Diary, (I will figure out a name for you some other time) I'm beat, so night Diary, tomorrow's going to be a big day!

- Fang