A Retelling In Notes
In All The People In The World, Why Did You Choose Me?
July 20th, 2008
Forks, Washington
Mood: Kind of Scared
It was finally time for our wedding. Could it have been any better? No. Most likely not. The wedding was small, and I was grateful for that. But as much as I wanted to say I wasn't scared for the wedding, I was. It could be the last time I ever saw my parents. Charlie. Renee. Phil. Even a new person – Lilian. A few days ago I had just received news that Renee and Phil were having a baby, female it seemed.
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July 23rd, 2008
Forks, Washington
Mood: Excited
Okay, this may seem weird, but I'm actually getting married in seven days and lol excited for it. Wait, nevermind. Eight days. But, still, Edward has a way of making me just think that everything is going to be fine. I'll be changed, and then it'll all go away. He said I could refer to it as once they die
… they'll you know, not make me suffer as much.
Mood: Crybaby
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July 30th, 2008
La Push, Washington
Mood: Hesitant
Can't say that it's awesome coming here to Jake's cause it's not. He's kind of mad at Edward. I sure hope it won't be too mean to him though, me changing and all that. I'm just thinking that I hope he won't be hurt too much. Oh dear God, I hope time will be able to heal the many wounds I've inflicted on his heart. He must hurt so badly.
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July 31st, 2008
Forks, Washington
Mood: Scared
Now I'm really scared. What if I trip and fall down the stairs? Die at my wedding? Wouldn't that be bad luck for Edward? But then again, as he's Edward, he can probably outdo bad luck. What if Charlie gets overreaction or Renee, even? This will be an interesting few days.
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AHHHHHHHHH! Bella, there's only a night!!!
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August 2nd, 2008
Forks, Washington
Mood: Elated
HAPPY BELLA HAPPY BELLA HAPPY BELLA.
I'll write later.
HAPPY BELLA HAPPY BELLA HAPPY BELLA.
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August 5th, 2008
London, England
Mood: SLAPHAPPY BELLA
I seriously shouldn't be this happy. But let me explain. The wedding went without further ado, and I am certainly proud of myself for not tripping. Of course, I was clutching Charlie's arm… oh well. I'm now officially Edward's wife! I know it's a scary word, but luckily I've gotten over it.
He's been teasing me, calling me Ms. Cullen. But I guess it's true, seeing as how I am married to him, after all. It just makes me twitch every single time he goes and calls me that name. And wife. It's all very, very confusing towards me; but interesting as well.
So. The reason why I am all the way across the world [well, not totally; but it's close enough] is because Edward and I are on our honeymoon. Cool prospect, isn't it? I'm literally jumping for joy right now. We have seen the Tower of London [which Edward wouldn't let me miss, he wanted me to experience 'human visuals' of the famous areas here], the settlement of Greenwich [which was actually pretty cool and interesting to me], as well as a palace that I have no words for. It was absolutely stunning. Can you believe that I'll be a vampire the next time I attend the Olympics? I'd probably beat them all. That's a plus that I'm actually looking forward to in this whole world that I'm in. Of course, Edward is part of that feeling that is mutual towards us too, I should think…
Oh well. Bye!!!
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August 7th, 2008
Beijing, China
Mood: Awed
Wow. Breathtaking. China is absolutely breathtaking. It's so huge! There are so many people walking down the street! And Edward is really weird-looking here, as am I. Brown and bronze hair, a rarity most indefinitely.
Edward and I spent a lot of time talking about my – mortality. He wants me to think I can back out of this now, but really. What's the point of me living, or him living? It's pretty obvious that he'll go kill himself somewhere if I died, so I was turning into a vampire. I should've thought that as someone with several medical degrees would've at least known that.
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August 30th, 2008
Plane From Beijing, China To Forks, Washington
Mood: Feeling the Heat
Kay. I'm really starting to get nervous here. What if Edward doesn't like me as a vampire? What if I loose control next to humans. What if I massacre a whole class of innocent people once I move to Denali? I feel as if I'm about to die. And here it comes. Edward's going to change me on the first of September. Which is approximately 16 days after I'm changed.
Here goes.
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A/N:
How is it? I'm feeling kind of mean right now, giving you guys a cliffy like 'here goes', but hopefully it's good…? Uhh… now will you guys give me a break? I like, whipped this up in less than 20 minutes. PLEASEEEEEE?
*doesn't want it to be a one-shot*