My first story, I am working on another if you like then please leave me a comment. Hope its ok. Thanks for reading. I own nothing, the characters belong to Hollyoaks and the song is Sugababes About you now.
Dodger closed his eyes, he had no idea how this had happened. He could still feel her holding his hand, by his side. They had both known deep down she shouldnt of married Will and he would do anything to have his chance again. Laying back onto the bed he glanced round the room, everything reminded him of her. Her long dark hair, it always fell with such grace, she had always looked so beautiful. He had a fling since they had split Teresa McQueen of all people, she was a nice girl, truly she was but Dodger's heart had always belonged to Texas and it always would.
It was so easy that night
Should have been strong, yeah, I lied
Nobody gets me like you
Couldn't keep hold of you then
How could I know what you meant
There was nothing to compare to
I know everything changes
All the cities and faces
But I know how I feel about you
There's a mountain between us
But there's one thing I'm sure of
That I know how I feel about you
He would give anything to feel her breath on his skin, his hands in hers, to kiss her lips, to hold her close. Life had never been easy for Dodger but he was a good person and he didn't deserve to lose the one person he cared for more than anyone else. He had a lifetime to face without her now. He had helped her, when India had died he had helped her to deal with the loss, when Silas had come after her, he had always protected her. He always would. He hadn't even turned his back on her when she had accused his little brother of murder, how could he, she was the only one he wanted.
Can we bring yesterday back around
'Cause I know how I feel about you now?
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now
All that it takes one more chance
Don't let our last kiss be our last
Give me tonight and I'll show you
I know everything changes
I don't care where it takes us
'Cause I know how I feel about you
He felt the sleep take him and he could see her, it was the only time he was with her now, it was the only time they were close. "I loved you Texas" he spoke to her, he did every time he was asleep. He could always hear her voice when they were alone, the only time they were alone. She placed her hand gently to his chest and she smiled "It was you, it was always you" her voice drifted away into the distance. "Texas no" he called "Dont leave me". He couldn't lose her not again. "I love you Tex, I love you always". Her face was now a distant memory, but one he never would forget.
Can we bring yesterday back around
'Cause I know how I feel about you now?
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now
Not a day passed me by Not a day passed me by
When I don't think about you
And there's no moving on
'Cause I know you're the one
And I can't be without you
Walking round the village everything reminded him of her, Texas was gone, the love of his life gone and never coming back. He had no idea how he could be without her. Forgiving is easy and in his heart of heart he had lost her a long time ago. The day he had left her, it was stupid of her to sleep with Will but she he had forgiven her but it was all to late. Sinking down against the wall he glanced back up. This was it, this was the end, he needed Texas now more than ever and he was determined to make it up to her and he needed to be with her to that, to prove she was the only one he loved.
Can we bring yesterday back around
'Cause I know how I feel about you now?
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now
Can we bring yesterday back around
'Cause I know how I feel about you now?
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now
There was only one way to be together now.
But I know how I feel about you now
Yeah, I know how I feel about you now