Peace. The first thing that ran through my mind. while every one else ran around, talked, shouted, chilled and took pictures. I sat at the side of the field, alone. I couldn't see my friends but I guess that's a good thing. When I'm with other people I always feel self-conscious; like I have to please everyone around me, even though I constantly say I don't care what other people think.
When I'm on my own I always feel more... Myself. I don't know, but it's a good feeling. I can let my mind wander like I always do, except I don't have to run the risk of being interrupted.
I look up, some of the people in my class are walking round the track on the field. They seem board, unlike me. I'm never board no matter what i do, whether it's sitting and writing (like I am now), on the computer, with my friends or just doing nothing. I'm never actually board because I always have a lot on my mind. What I think about you might ask?
Well... it could be something completely random like I could be in a English lesson and be thinking about what I'm gonna do when I get home, I could be eating lunch and thinking about Death note or Soul eater (I love manga, just so you know) or it could be something relevant to whatever I'm doing like sitting in a field with a bunch of other people (again, like I am know) or what I'm going to do next at my best friend Justine's house (Which I did last Tuesday).
I looked up, again. Everyone was leaving, I smiled the day was just beginning.
My friend Molly walked over while I was writing (I guess she was wondering what i was doing) and she stealthily read the first 1 1/2 paragraphs over my shoulder (I had no idea she was there, I nearly jumped out of my skin when she spoke) and said it was good so... I guess that's why I'm putting it on here.