"Hiro I can't take it. He's dead, he's dead, he's dead, HE'S DEAD." Shuichi was standing at the top of NG, 20 story, studio ready to jump. "He's gone Hiro. I promised him that I'll always be with him. Even if that mean I'll loss my life in the process." The last part came out in a whisper. Shuichi looked back at his long time best friend, with a face so calm and peaceful yet the look hidden behind his eyes were looks begging some one to save him.
"What do you think Yuki would say if you jumped? What about Ryuichi, Tatsuha, What about me, Shu?" Hiro was down on his knees begging his friend not to jump. For the last pass months he has been watching his friend fall into deep depression, just yesterday when it looked like Shuichi was getting better this happens. His best friend is going to kill himself over a coldhearted jerk.
/My destiny was unimaginable, my path was unspoken. Winds changed around me; life gave me no token. /
"Yuki is not here now so does it truly matter what he'll say. Ryuichi has Tatsuha, You have k…" Shuichi paused and look back over the city below him. "…and Yuki is all I have"
The word is stuck out to Hiro the most. Even in death Shuichi still says Yuki is his. How could someone ever take for granted a love so strong so pure was beyond him. All he knew was that if Yuki was still alive he would kick his ass and kill him his self. Non-the-less he knew that there was nothing he could do to comfort his best friend all he could do was look at him; standing there on the ledge.
/ The unbearable desire to want to be around you this stimulation I feel when ever I hear your name/
"Baka if you're going to jump, jump. If not get down from there so we can go home." Yuki was standing leaning against the door with a cigarette in hand looking as if he had never even left.
"Yuki" a tear face, red eyed, Shuichi cried out in a ghost whisper." Please, please don't let this be another one of these damn dreams." Shuichi was off the ledge walking slow to Yuki, hesitating thinking that if he walk faster that he may disappear as it happened so many times in his dreams. Shuichi slowly stuck his hand to gentle touch the face of the man that he cared about so much. The skin was soft and smooth under his figure just how he remembers it. "Yuki tell me this is not a dream. And if it is don't ever let me wake up. I don't think I came lose you one more time."
Yuki took the hands that were gently rubbing his cheeks and places a kiss in both palms. "No it's not a dream shu. I'm truly here. I was always with you even if I wasn't there physical. We're each other, other half. We're what makes each other complete."
/Baby please don't ever leave me you're my only reason worth living. To search the unknown of the land is a journey worth taking with you in hand. /
"I'm sorry Yuki. I'm so sorry. All I want to do was to be with you even if it means death. I'll follow you where ever you may go." Shuichi was tight in Yuki embrace holding him as close as possible inhaling his familiar scent.
"Don't you ever say. Don't you ever say that again. No matter what happens to me you keep living. You keep living and loving and being Shuichi." Yuki was looking Shuichi straight in the face He could feel his own tears coming down his face. He felt so blessed to found some one that he could share his life with.
/I'll follow you where ever you go, even if life is against us . I'll do it all just to be with you./
