Hellooo therrreee! I decided to do a short sequel to my one-shot "Heart Broken". Yeah... you really need to read it before reading this one. You CAN figure it out but it might take you a little bit. But anyway, I do support Tadamu, I really, really do! But at the end of the series it seemed to me they were hinting at Amuto. Bleh. Anyway, in my other one-shot Tadase gets his poor heart broken and I wrote this deeper side to Tadase. I decided to keep going for the deeper side. Pretty much to get you to feel bad for him and feel how heart broken he is. I pretty much put myself in his position. If I had been in love with someone and they pushed me to the side for someone else this is how I would feel. Wow... I've really made Amu seem like a bitch in these one-shots. Eh heh. -_-'

Disclaimer: Shugo Chara! belongs to Peach Pit. Which I am not...so...

How far am I willing to run? How far am I willing to avoid her at all cost? I have to. I have to avoid both of them. I can't exactly hide from her all day at school, but I can at least try my best. I just can't see her face. It hurts too much. It hurts more than I'm willing to show.

I walked upon the school gates, begging for any higher power for her not to come find me.

"Tadase-kun."

That was it. It was her voice. And it was behind me. I turned, "Ah, Amu-chan..."

She cocked a brow at me, "I-I'm sorry for what happened with Ikuto. I didn't know he was going to do that."

"That's fine. I appreciate it. I must be going now." I felt my heart in my throat as I turned away from her, my entire body was numb.

"Wait Tadase-kun!"

I hesitated. Should I ignore her? Ignoring her probably would've been best but I turned on my heel back towards her, "Yes?" My eyes have to be watering by now. Any time I see her face I'm reminded of what I can't have.

"Please forgive me." She pleaded cupping my hand in hers.

I swallowed the knot in my throat as the bell rang. I choked on my words, my voice squeaking, "I have to go to class now..." I gently pulled my hand away from hers.

I then turned quickly racing away from the girl whom I had fallen for. It hurt, it really still hurt. I thought maybe for a second I could handle it, but that was impossible. My heart was broken. That was the only word to describe me right now. I should've fallen for someone else. The pain in my heart hurt worse than when I found out Ikuto-nii-san had been staying at her home. It hurt worse than when I had no power in my heart to be strong. It hurt worse than my parents passing way. It even hurt more than Ikuto-nii-san running away when we were young. This feeling, being heartbroken, felt worse than anything I had ever felt before.

Once I made it to my class room the certain pink-haired girl came in soon after taking her seat beside me. Why of all places did she have to sit there?

I told Ikuto-nii-san I wouldn't give up and I surely meant it. But, to escape everything... I think it's time I moved on. I shouldn't punish my beating heart any longer.

I sighed loudly and Amu glanced over at me with a smile. I gazed away immediately, not wanting to see her. Fine, Ikuto-nii-san... you win.

I gritted my teeth, attempting to hold back tears while sitting in the classroom. I saw Amu's sympathetic look from the corner of my eye. She didn't honestly care did she? She was leading me on? Playing me this entire time? I guess I'll never know... I'm not the one who holds her heart anymore. It's time I truly let go... It's time I stopped feeling anything at all.

This time... I mean it.