*BEEP* *BEEP* *BEEP
"ohhh" I groan. I feel like I got hit by a truck! I probably should not have drunk so much last night, but that is what happens when you try to forget.
I still cannot believe my sorry excuse for a mother sent me here to Charlie's in the rainiest place in all of the continental US just because I beat the shit out of this bitch but clearly she didn't know that she called me a slut.
I hop out of bed and go to my closet and grab some jeans, shirt, hoodie, and my converses.
I walk to the bathroom and shower because I don't want to smell like vodka at school AKA the hell hole!
I know I may seem like I am tough but I am not I put up a shield around me if I don't let anyone in than no one can hurt me like he did. I trusted him and he forced me to do things to him… I would not wish that on my worst enemy.
4 HOURS LATER:
Thank god lunch! I am starving! Wait… shit who am I going to sit with?! Oh well I guess I will be that weird kid who sits be herself on the first day. I started walking to the line when I was slammed into and at that moment I had a flash back from when he slammed me into the wall and I felt someone's hands go to my waist and I swear I thought he had found me I couldn't breathe so I ran… I ran as fast as I could to the only place I felt safe from him.
I went to one of the aisles of books and fell to my knees and I sat and wrapped my arms around my knees... I heard the door to the library open and I tried to breathe but the air was not coming in so I was hyperventilating and I tried to stay quiet and I put my head in between my legs because I heard that somewhere.
I heard someone walk my way and I just sat there...
"Are you okay?" I heard a confused but beautiful voice ask. I looked up and saw him for just a moment I was baffled as to why he cared.
"I have been better" I answered honestly
"What happened?" he asked again
"there was an accident in the cafeteria someone ran into me and I kind of freaked out" why do I feel so comfortable around him I asked myself
"Why did you freak out?" my personal angel asked. wait what?!
"I don't feel comfortable telling you here" I looked down and said
"do you want to get out of here and go to my house?" he asked
Normally I would say not in a second but for some weird reason I trusted him
"sure" I said and smiled
He reached out to me and helped me up "I'm Edward by the way" he said
"I'm Bella well Isabella but you can call me Bella" I said as we walked toward a nice silver Volvo
I looked at him and raised an eyebrow playfully "A Volvo?" I said
He looked at me playfully "Hey don't hate the Volvo!" he said and I started laughing and for once in a while I felt like myself before what happened.
We arrived at his house it was a huge white mansion I was amazed!
We walked into the house and went to the living room "can I get you anything?" he asked and I knew I would need water if I was going to tell him what happened
"some water would be great" I replied
"coming right up" he said in a funny southern accent. I laughed.
He came back in and handed me the water bottle and sat down next to me.
"now are you going to tell me what happened?" he asked seriously
"okay so this will be a long story so sit back" I said he nodded "last year I met a nice guy named mike he was so sweet and I trusted him. He always asked me to go out with him but I did not like him in that way he was just a great friend. One day we went to a girl named Jessica's party and he had a little too much to drink and we walked outside and he slammed me into the wall very hard he started kissing me very hard and stuck his hand down there and well you can guess what he did after that. I begged him to stop and as he was doing it I felt so disgusting and when he was done he got up and told me that I may want to clean up myself." By this time, I was crying uncontrollably "so I guess when this guy slammed into me today it reminded me of when he pushed me into the wall." Edward was shocked but he didn't say anything he just hugged me so hard and I felt so relieved to have gotten this off my chest
"please don't see me as damaged goods" I said quietly "never" he said
We both heard the door open and 4 people walked in including the guy who ran into me they all looked at me and all smiled.
A small girl walked over to me and she asked me "are you okay Emmett was so worried about you!" I smiled "it's okay I overreacted I'm sorry"
The big guy I assumed was Emmett walked over to me "can I give you a hug?" he asked I smiled and nodded and at that moment I knew these people would be my best friends and Edward maybe even more.
Okay guys I hope you enjoyed the first chapter I know it sounds like an ending but no it is not over I shall update tomorrow and I update as much as I can so maybe every day ;).
Disclaimer: all belongs to stephenie Meyer except plot!