I was only out for a little while. I can recall all my steps and activities fine. Nob I don't want any coffee thank you. Now, Doctor…I know what you're thinking. My actions were caused by my conditions and my conditions can only be treated if I come back to the group. But dammit if you were in my shoes you're react the same wouldn't you? Please, just let me plead my case, before you judge me. Hear me out before you throw me back into that sad cell.

It was early Tuesday morning, I awoke in the arms of my lover. Sora. Yes, doctor just Sora. He divorced from his parents like myself after our little adventure. I woke up before him, just laying there watching him breathe and sleep. He's beautiful when he's sleeping but breathtaking when his awake and laughing. I reached out and stroked his hair it was soft, which always surprised me what with all the gel he caked on his scalp everyday. As I lay petting him, he awoke those big beautiful blue eyes greeting me for another day. He smiled and I smiled back.

"Good morning." He whispered as he kissed me for the first time that day. It was on the lips, soft and gentle. No tongue just the soft feel of his lips on my own was enough to say all the words that meant he loved me. Cared for and treasured me like I treasured him.

"Morning." I whispered back as I watched stretch and get out of bed. He'd really had grown over the years, his abdominals and Pecs were now obvious and strong, as well as his personality.

After all the fighting Sora had gone through looking for me and Kairi, Sora was no longer the little kid I used to tease and he use to follow around. I was no longer his ideal, rather he was mine. Sora was an adult, more mature and strong hearted a rock that I needed in my life to provide some sort of balance in my life. For, as you know doctor, I didn't come back as 'whole' as the rest of them. I was beaten in the darkness. Tortured and raped repeatedly, it wasn't until after I finally submitted to the darkness and saw the Savior that was Sora that I finally broke down.

He risked his life for mine and for that I was eternally grateful. I fell in love with Sora that day but it took a whole year before I could confess that too him. On that beach in the dark abyss of a world that never truly existed. We had sat on the dark sands agreeing that sending eternally alone in the abyss would not be as horrible if we spent all our days together. We made love for the first time that day. Though time seemed to have no existence in that land. The way Sora loved me it felt like years went by. We made love over and over again, he always in control. Always pounding me, initiating the kisses. Biting me. Marking me. Coming on me, in me, every part of my body…and I loved every minute of it.

But I'm getting off topic, back to what happened.

I joined him in the bathroom, watching him brush his teeth and wash his face. Like I always did. When he finished he turned and watched me for a moment taking a seat on the counter top. He patted his lap, signaling me to take a seat on his lap. I did of course cradling my head on his shoulder as my fingers danced across his skin.

"You know I love you, right Ri?"

"I know Sora. I love you too."

He kissed me all over my face before settling back at the top of my head his nose embedded in my hair.

"I got a call from the others, you remember Leon, Cloud Aerith Cid and Yuffie right?"

I nodded too concentrated on his being than the conversation. "Well, they all want to come over, you know visit for a get together. To celebrate the worlds at peace for these past 3 years."

"Visit? Celebrate? You mean have a party…here." I looked up at him pensively, he grinned and rubbed his head, "Basically." I couldn't have declined after that face he was too cute. "Of course."

"Do you think you could go to the store for some food? I would but Aerith's said she wants to stop by and talk about things. Is that alright?"

I smiled. I never thought about Sora taking advantage of me. He loved me too much to do a thing like that. After all he knew better than anyone how fragile I was. The scars littering my arms from long forgotten suicides attempts after mental collapses that had happened in the past. He new all too well, that's why he could never hurt me.

I dropped from his lap and went to put on some clothes, he watched me change. Those beautiful blue eyes devouring my body in lust and hunger. When I was about to leave he stopped me at the door hands on my hips pressing my bottom to his throbbing member I could feel pulsate in his loose pajama pants. "Give me a goodbye present before you leave?" He purred in my ear nibbling the mark on my neck.

I ended up giving him a blowjob before leaving. My mouth encased around his arousal, bobbing my head along with his steady thrust. His hands in my hair gripping the threads in his tight grip, tiny moans and groans emitting for his wondrous mouth. I nipped at his sack lapping at the behind the balls that connected to the two organs. He encouraged me onward my mouth returning to his red throbbing erection. I'm sorry doctor, I forget that you're a tad touchy about the details. All in all after a stimulating session he came hard in my mouth, I showed him the cum that settled on my tongue before swallowing it in one gulp. Sora always like it when I finished that way.

"Good boy, Riku. You love your milk don't you?" He grinned kissing my head as a reset his package back in his pants and leaving for the store.

I was out for a little while. My arms crowded with groceries, as I walked back into our home. Upon entering I noticed an extra pair of shoes that I did not belong to me nor Sora. I thought nothing of it, remembering that Aerith was suppose to be stopping by. I shouldn't have been so careless…I should have notice that the shoes were too large for Aerith petite feet. That they were clearly men shoes.

I dropped the bags in the kitchen, normally I would make my presence know in the house but I didn't want to disturb the two especially if they were in deep conversation. That was my second mistake. Once all the food was put away and set up for the event for the evening I found myself longing for my boyfriends attention so I walked toward our bedroom. But before I got there I heard a sound that would forever be in my nightmares. It was a gasp. A sharp intake of breath I recognize better than anyone. It was Sora! It sound like he was in pain, my body froze in terror. Was there a break in? What was going on?

I slowly made my way to the bedroom door that was ajar and peeked inside. It was the sight that I thought came from some nightmare the Gods above cruelly injected into my dreams. There on the be WE shared sat the love of my life letting the blonde haired WHORE ride him. I broke in cold sweat, both were completely nude sweating and gasping as that…that man grinded into my boyfriend. His dick flapping against his stomach while his balls bounced off Sora's, panting and moaning like a slut.

"Mmm God Sora…you have gotten better." He whimpered as he threw his nuzzled Sora's neck. Sora grinned, "Well, I've had a few years to practice, Baby Blue." He picked up his speed bucking up into the other man, his apparent other lover. I could only sit and watch the horror unfold what could I do? Barge in like a mad man and have Sora chastises me for my behavior?

The changed their position, the man affectionately named 'Baby Blue', bending down as if to tie his shoes grasp his ankles as Sora stood and began his onslaught of mighty thrust. The sound of the blonde's screams and his balls slapping against his skin was almost pushed me over the edge, tears spilled from my eyes. Sora would never harm me, hurt me…having an affair with another man would cause me pain, which Sora would never have me feel. So it had to be the blonde whore's fault. He must have sweet talked Sora into bed with him. Anger began to boil looking at sheer bliss on the home wrecker's face as Sora gave his pale ass a slap. I bit my lip from having my sobs heard, the pressure drawing blood down my chin.

And then it happened. Baby Blue let out a pathetic groan as he climaxed his seed dripping on the carpet from his chest, as Sora soon followed, with a low "Cloud…" escaping his throat. He flashed a smile.

That same brilliant smile he flashed at me whenever we made love. Whenever I pleasured him to his liking. Satisfied him. Now that same smile was being used to express his bliss after fucking that slut! Sora removed himself from the pig's canal, his sweet essence dripping down his unworthy leg. Sora sat on the bed patting his lap, the same signal he gave me that morning. Cloud stood and took his seat on my treasured throne, planting a kiss on his lips.

I was only protecting what was mine doctor. Sora was mine and that…Cloud bitch treaded on my territory. Was I in the wrong? Wouldn't you have done the same?

I snapped. Angry and devastated I rushed into the room fists ready and willing to pummel the blonde haired whore. I took both by surprised as I leapt on the defenseless man. I punched him in the face over and over again, tried to shield himself from me but grabbed his hair and threw him to the floor. He was already bleeding. Sora tried to coax me to stop, tried to pull me off but I ignored him scratching and clawing. I wanted to scratch his eyes out. I wanted to stick those cursed blue gems in a jar as a memento for the day I demonstrated my unyielding love for my, Savior.

Sora kept screaming and pulling on me to stop, telling me I was killing him. I only smiled as I continued to punch and slam his head to the pavement. I wanted him dead. I wanted him lifeless and departed. But well, you know what happened next. The 'other's' came. The tall burnet, the one who reminded me a lot like Sora pulled me off of the motionless blonde as the dark haired girl called the authorities.

XXXXX

"And now I'm back here with you doctor. That's the story all of it."

The man in the starch white lab coat adjusted his glasses as looked at the teenage boy before him. No remorse for his actions whatsoever. The child was really messed up in his head. Obviously unstable to leave the institution in his currently condition. "Riku, you do understand that Mr. Strife is in serious medical condition."

The pale boy with the long moon lined hair only shrugged a satisfied grin on his face, "Maybe next time the slut won't try to fuck my boyfriend." Upon saying the title boyfriend a light perked up within dull tired eyes. "Speaking of which, I really must be going doctor. Sora must be worried about me. He seemed so upset when they took me away, he was crying."

Unknown to the teen with in the dark room, Sora stood on the other side of the two way glass. Eyes red and glossy from the misery he had experience that day. A female doctor beside him with the identical coat as the one speaking with Riku, "It's a shame he doesn't realize you weren't crying for him but for Mr. Strife."

"Yeah…"

"I have to say I'm disappointed in you Sora. Riku was making such progress staying with you. The delusions about the 'other worlds' and this so called 'Kingdom Hearts' were a thing of the past. But because of your raging hormones he's slipped back into the void."

Sora turned to the woman beside him, a large bruise on his cheek "Can I not…am I not allowed to be with him anymore?"

"You sound concerned. You didn't to give two shits about him when you were maliciously screwing into his old roommate." The biting words brought tears to Sora's eyes as he looked in the content Riku, totally oblivious to the situation at hand. He did love Riku, truly. It was just as the doctors had put it, his hormones were raging. Constantly wanting more and more sex, more attention to his dick. Riku was able to satisfy his needs but the sense of doing someone else for a change was mind blowing. "I know you're disappointed, and probably disgusted. But look at him…he's still in love with me. And like you said he doesn't function well with out me."

Sora smiled at the beautiful sight of Riku throwing his chair at the doctor and screaming his demands to see Sora, his lover and boyfriend. "Unless you want to deal with that on day to day bases, I suggest you sweep this under the rug and let him come home."