Well this is my first story, I've been working on it for a while. And I hope who ever reads it likes it. I don't own twilight or the vampire diaries, they belong to Stephenie Meyers and L.J. Smith.

Ch.1 Fault

"I'm so sorry," I begged, "this is all my fault."

It was my fault. If it wasn't for me Jacob wouldn't be here. Lying in bed with almost everyone of his bones broken. And I wouldn't be here, kneeling next to his bed, feeling so guilty. Not even able to look him in the eye.

"I never should have let you go after Victoria," I continue, "I'm sorry."

"Bella stop torturing yourself. I'll be fine, I happen to be a quick healer, you know?" I try to smile but I couldn't it. "Besides this is not your fault."

"Yes. It is."

He frowned at me, "If you are gonna be blaming someone, then you should blame me," Jacob said, "It was my fault. It was stupid of me to go and attack that leach by myself. I should hace waited for the pack to come and help, instead of taking matter into my own hands."

"You forgot one crucial detail," I said, finally looking hi in the eye, " Victoria is coming after me. If it wasn't for me she wouldn't even be in town."

"You mean, Victoria wouldn't even be in town if it wasn't for that filthy bloo-"

"Don't," I interrupted looking down again.

I knew exactly who he meant, and I didn't feel the way Jacob did toward him. I knew Jacob blamed him for every tear I ever shed, for not been able to feel the way he did toward me. But it wasn't his fault. It could never be his fault.

Jacob putted his hand under my chin, trying to lift it. He stared at my face for a minute. Finally, he sighted and said, "Okay, but stop blaming yourself."

I left Jacob's house around 8:30 pm, promising to come back the next day. I didn't really want to leave him, but Charlie didn't really know Jacob was hurt, there was no reason to tell him since according to Sam, Jacob would be just fine in a couple of days.

Charlie was on the living room watching a baseball game when I arrived home.

"Hey dad."

"Wha-" he obviously hadn't heard me coming, "Oh, hey Bells. Did you have fun with Jake?

"Yeah," I simply said.

"What you guys do?"

"Ah, nothing much. We just hanged around his house," I said wishing he didn't ask so many questions. I was usually a bad liar.

"When will he be coming to visit? I haven't seen him in a while," why did he have to ask so many questions?

"Mm, I don't know. Oh, Billy says hi." I said quickly trying to change the subject, "Have you had dinner yet?"

"Yeah, I ordered a pizza. There's still some left if you want some."

"No thanks, I already had something to eat." I lie, right know I just wanted to go up to my room, "I think I'm gonna go to sleep early, I'm pretty tired. Goodnight dad."

"'Night Bells."

once I was in my room, I went and changed into a t-shirt and a pair of sweats. I laid on my bed, waiting for sleep to come, but it didn't. Instead I started to think, to think about what was happening to Jacob. Even if he would be okay in a few days, I was sure there would be a next time. Victoria won't stop till I was 10 ft underground. And next time she came looking for me... someone might actually die.. Because. of. me.

And then it hit me. As long as I was in forks everyone I love, will be in danger. I had to leave forks. But where would I go? I couldn't go to live with my mom, then I would be putting her in danger, too. I couldn't go to Phoenix, either. I had already played that one on James. I had to go somewhere unknown, there was no other way. And I wasn't gonna be able to tell anyone. Not even Jacob.

Ah. Jacob. My Jacob. I was gonna miss him. If his live didn't depend in it. I would never leave his side. Never. He had made me feel alive. He had brought a hint of happiness to my life. And I'm willing to give up that happiness if it means he'll be save, I'll give everything up. For him.

I went to sleep crying, knowing I would have to leave forks. Soon.

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