Secrets
I've always felt alone.
Even with my best friend, I'm alone.
Surrounded by a group of people, knowing they will never know the real me.
The me that I hide inside.
After all, how can they? I hide from all…and myself.
I'm scared to face the power inside me, the power that makes me me---The Mediator.
The power is so large…..and powerful……
And I have no one to unburden my problems on.
I've always been alone.
But…….not anymore.
After all, how can a person be lonely if they have someone watching over them?
Protecting them……
Loving them.
Yes, I know.
I know that Jesse loves me.
He's tried so hard to hide it, but he isn't good at hiding stuff as I am……not nearly as good at it as I am.
He doesn't want me to know.
He doesn't want to hurt me.
It's too late for either.
I know……..and it hurts.
It hurts where it's never hurt before.
My Heart.
I love him.
I have since I first saw him.
But Jesse doesn't know about it.
And he never will.
I'm good at hiding things.
Keeping secrets.
Jesse won't ever know.
I won't let him.
After all……..
A Mediator is also a Secret-Keeper.