Author's Note: Sadly, I do not own Ouran High School Host Club. I am just sharing what happens in my own mind theatre. This story is based off the anime and starts during the end of Ouran Fair in the last episode. Also, fair warning, I do not know how often I will update this. I want to see how people like this first. So please, read and review!


Chapter 1

As Kyoya dances with Haruhi his mind is tormented, too many thoughts pass through his mind as he spins the petite girl around the dance floor. Eventually deciding he must actually talk to the girl he asks one simple question, "Will you meet with me after the fair in the the club room please?"

The young girl shoots him a confused look but nods just the same. Taking a deep breath he twirls her towards Tamaki before stepping off the dance floor to collect his thoughts. He knows he needs to sort everything out before actually talking to her after the fair.


After the fireworks and the guests have all left, Haruhi makes her way back to the club room. Both the twins and Tamaki offered her a ride home but she declined saying Kyoya asked to speak to her. All three boys grew concerned but she told them it was probably to sort out her debt with everything that has happened the last few days. She also assured them she would insist on his driving her home since it was so late.

Entering the room, she finds Kyoya sitting at his usual table, typing away on his laptop. She takes a deep breath and shuts the door behind herself. Kyoya looks up and shoots her an unreadable look.

"Haruhi, please sit down," he says gesturing towards the couch in front of his table.

"Before we start, I turned down rides from both the twins and Tamaki-senpai. They kept pestering me about why and I said you had to talk to me about my debt. I also told them I would insist on you driving me home since it was so late and so they would leave me alone." Haruhi says nervously before sitting down.

Her nerves are not calmed by his sitting down beside her. Although he is not right beside her, he is close enough. Out of all the hosts, Kyoya is the one that makes her heart race. He is the one that makes her nervous and he is the one Harhi finds most attractive and interesting. He may drive her crazy always increasing her debt over the littlest things but he is the smartest and both kind and protective when he needs to be. In addition, he is protective in the non-overbearing way, unlike Tamaki. When Kyoya turns towards her she cannot help but let out a small gasp. Kyoya shoots her a confused look but shakes his head before pushing up his glasses and speaking.

"Driving you home should not be an issue. In fact I was going to offer anyway as it is already midnight. I hope to not keep you too long. Also, your debt is one if the things I do intend on talking to you about. As you know, the Tonnerre family paid off your debt. Even with Tamaki turning Eclaire down, the family already paid it out and that is done with. It is too late for them to change their minds now. Besides, to them it was a raindrop in a bucket full of water. My question is, do you intend on staying in the club now that your debt is paid off?"

Without much hesitation, Haruhi nods. The Host Club may drive her crazy but they have become like a messed up family to her. She would miss them too much and like she had told Tamaki earlier, she loves the Host Club. Kyoya nods and writes down some notes in his infamous black notebook.

"As long as you all still want me, I want to stay in the club. As I told Tamaki-senpai earlier, I actually enjoy Host Club."

"Good. I am sure the others will confirm that it would be sad for you to leave. Plus, we would lose quite a bit of profits. You do have quite a few regulars now."

"Alright...is that all? As you said, it is late and-"

"Not quite, since your debt is paid off and you are staying, it is your choice whether you want to continue to hide your gender or not. Tonight may have been a little revealing but sadly most of the girls here are not the smartest. We could probably play it off as a cosplay. That being said, if you did want to come out as a girl, we could work out a way to have you come out officially and still host. I am sure some of your regulars would still request you."

"I never have been one that cares about gender. I think I would like to see how people react on Monday and if they are too suspicious come out as a girl. I think it will be easier to host as a guy plus the uniform is comfier but I would like the ability to change my mind further down the line. I may at some point get sick of pretending to be a guy."

"Makes sense." Kyoya says making more notes in his notebook.

"Now is that all?"

"Actually Haruhi, I was wondering if I could ask you a personal question. It does affect group dynamics but I understand if you do not wish to answer." Kyoya says setting down his pen and notebook on the coffee table in front of them. Haruhi shoots Kyoya cautious and curious look before answering his question.

"Alright, I cannot promise I will answer it but go ahead and ask." She says crossing her arms over her chest. Kyoya takes a deep breath before asking the question that in reality he both wants and doesn't want to know the answer to.

"How do you feel about Tamaki?"

"Do you mean as a person? As club leader? As a friend or..."

"I mean as in are you interested in Tamaki?" Kyoya asks and Haruhi is quiet for a few minutes. Kyoya can tell she us figuring out her thoughts and lets her be. Out of all the questions Haruhi was thinking Kyoya might ask, this, somehow, was not one of them. Trying to decide what to say is what is hardest for her. The truth would be best but she doesn't want anyone getting hurt. She shoots Kyoya a glance and sees he is looking at her expectantly.

"Does this stay between us? Or will you tell the others?"

"Unless I see a true need to tell the others, this will stay between us."

"Alright then, I like Tamaki-senpai, he is great guy albeit completely insane and annoying. I think he makes a great leader to our club despite being completely unorganized and you having to run most of it behind the scenes. That being said, I don't have any romantic feelings for him. He isn't my type and I don't think I could handle his craziness anymore than I already do. I love and care about him but not in a romantic way...at all."

"What about the others?"

"I see Hunny-senpai and Mori-senpai more like younger and older bothers respectively. They are great friends and I love them but more in a brotherly fashion. The twins are great friends that are always there for me but that is all they are to me, friends. I think they are too close to one another for me to actually develop feelings for one of them. That and I wouldn't want to come between them. Once again, I only love and care about them as friends, nothing more."

"Alright and thank you for being so forward about this. It makes things less complicated in the long run. Shall we get you home?" Kyoya asks placing his hands on his knees and standing up. Haruhi makes a quick decision when she sees this and hopes she doesn't regret it.

"What about yourself Kyoya-senpai?" Haruhi asks and Kyoya pauses before heading back to his table to pack up his things.

"What do you mean?" He asks raising an eyebrow.

"Don't you want to know how I feel about you?" Haruhi asks and Kyoya visibly swallows.

"How do you feel about me?" He asks and sits back down.

"You are the one host that is different from the rest. You drive me insane with how often you raise my debt over the littlest things that are not always my fault. Yet, you are also kind and protective of me without being overbearing. You keep out club going and organize everything without needing to be in the spotlight. You are handsome and can handle the crazy trio of our group without much effort. I think out of everyone, I am finding myself falling for you." Haruhi says and looks down at the floor. Kyoya is silent for a minute or two absorbing what she said before lifting her chin and looking her in the eye.

"I am finding myself falling for you too." He says before lowering his lips to hers.