A/N: Hai Guyzz so I decided to make mah own storeh of mein ahha. So this story of mine just instantly pop out on mah mind like a mushroom hahah. So yeah I hope u guyz enjoy ett!.

Thunderous beats of lightning strikes the place .The clashing of wind joined the dreadful weather. Cold gust enveloping the dark alleys, heavy droplets pouring the mud-covered ground. Cold air emitting her fragile body. Tears flowing from her crooked façade as the tears from the sky joined her.

She runs like somebody is chasing her but in reality nobody is chasing her…. Just the heavens covered in dark grey clouds. She passed the stream. In the corner of her eyes there lies her peripheral vision. At a distance, the latter saw the stream. It swirls in a chaotic wave. The swirling of the water of the stream is like the thoughts inside of her head… Spinning like an broken record.

'I'm sorry… but I don't feel the same way….' The latter mentally cursed as she bit her lower lip with her precious tears flowing from the ground while wandering the streets.

'I'm sorry…..' She blame herself for being an idiot, stupid and a loser for having high hopes that the ravenette accepts her feelings and that certain person could just love her back.

She doesn't care if somebody can judge her, she doesn't care if someone calls her crazy, lunatic or even psycho. In the end it all meant the same way, the words just made deeper. By her outward appearance many people walking from the streets noticed her. She can heard the murmurs from them talking about her. On how misery she undergoing through. She still choice to brushes away all of that murmurs from her mind. Knowing that they don't have any rights to just her. Nobody can know what is the intensity of pain she's feeling.

The fore-head girl continued running to escape from reality tough she doesn't even know where to go. Her outward appearance was in disgust. The brunette knows that speaking the truth the person must say it in a state of not being rude. Even though the ravenette rejects in a manner of being polite. There would always be a saying that truth always hurts. Action speaks louder than words they said, but always put it in your head, that words doesn't have any bones to physically damage the person, it does have the power to mentally, emotionally damage the person's feelings.

Remembering those honest words came from the ravenette's glossy lips just pierced the brunette's soul, mind and heart.

She still runs from the dark alleys clad with pain, agony and misery. 'Why would the reality can be so cruel?' She always thought when she was a teenager.

Why teenager? Because judging from the society today they can easily be physically, mentally, emotionally damaged resulting to be a dramatic individual.

The brunette may not be a religious person or as holy as the saints. But every night she kneel to the cold ground and pray the one who is above with tears flowing from her molten-gold eyes. She doesn't believe in prayers but just before her confession. She prayed with all of her heart for the first time that the raven-haired bassist could see just turned around to the drummer and could see the unbeatable love that nobody can ever beat. The drummer being so greedy she even requested that the ravenette could accept the latter's feelings and can appreciate it. But heaven's doesn't favor the certain confession and it ended up dramatically.

Placid silence was only can be heard as she stopped running the streets. She was now staring on the wet ground. Darkness invades her limp body. She was standing in the dark, she froze onto the place where she's standing, collecting the thoughts inside of her mind. In the matter of seconds she looked up to the sky. The cerulean sky was now covered in steel-glint color clouds. It was really raining cats and , good thing to describe what's happening to the brunette. This was exotic and bizarre event to the brunette because for the first time of 20 years of existence, she truly shed those precious tears to the ravenette who she truly love.

The drummer stood still as she recollect those thoughts inside her mind. Analyzing them carefully.

'I'd already lost her…. I am so fricking ridiculous. I hate myself. Why did a fall in love to her? My bestfriend…. I'm hopeless…. I don't want to live anymore!'

The brunette doesn't care anymore if she dies here or get struck the lightning. She doesn't mind if she dies from the coldness emitting her weak figure because in truth her heart, her mind, her soul will never be the same as always.

The tawny haired drummer stared into the sky with her eyes pleading for tears and mouth gasping for air. She begs the heaven to stop the misery corrupting her mind and lonesome soul.

At that time she realizes that the definition of love is an attraction between two individuals. Love can be specified into one sided love or many more including love triangle. Love can make the love struck person do crazy things, for them the word impossible doesn't exist in their life. Making what seems impossible to be possible. Love can take everything. Love can be full of mysterious and most especially in love sacrifices are made, the word pain always exist when it comes to the topic called love. Trust is always important. Not all moments are good heaven-like happening. Always put that in your mind. Nothing….. nothing in life has a good ending if you are the only one who choose it. If you want to have a happy life, then choose it. Because endings are so dull but to be continued is always better.

Happiness is a choice you are the only one who choose it better. It's better than to face all your burdens and be a human rather than lock yourself in your bedroom crying on this end so bad? Crying like tomorrow's the end of the world. That is bad because you've just waste your tears on some nonsense things due to your childlike attitude.

Back into the story….. The tawny haired drummer thinks about the conversation that happen earlier.

Flashback

'I'm sorry Ritsu….. But we can be still be friends right?' The ebony haired lass formed an angel like though her mind was still in the stage of shock and her expression was still in disgust.

'Yeah… we're still friends…..' The drummer managed to speak but on how her hope died is like a flower blooms so beautiful but it withered as the time flies so fast.

By that time silence echoed the room… Sign of being so akward, so the drummer being so knowledgeable when it comes at this akward situations. She, herself decided to break the silence. Because inside of her the silence kills her slowly inside.

'By the way… I have some errands to run.. So I have to go.' Not waiting for any reply. The latter dashed to the door and opened it as she sprinted outside. Leaving the raven haired beauty.

End of flashback

By that flashback of hers gives her chills to her spine. She managed to form a faint smile but her energetic looking eyes that was full of hope and happy moments, was now bloodshot eyes that are full of misery, agony, dreadful experience and pain.

The heavens above the tawny haired lass continue to burst tears as the thunders continue to roar. The latter felt weakened, then alas, the certain drummer fell onto her knees to the cold and dirty ground. Clutching her chest where her shattered pieces of her heart lies.

A broken heart is like a mirror. You just choose to leave it broken than hurting yourself…trying to fix it… or in other words trying to rekindle the friendship you've lost once. All you going do to fix it is just wait that certain someone who is willing to get hurt and work with her/his hands just to fix it like good as new.

She stand like a tower but the way she walk is like a jelly ace.

The downpour of rain is like the sobs of the drummer… They can't be stopped. The thunder's roar is like the dying and hurt heart of the drummer…..Her heart slowly beats as it owner continue to form faint steps.

She is now physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted. She has questions in her mind that needs to be answer.

'Does the one who is above despises me? Does He hate me?'Those questions made her feelings even worse. She swallowed her saliva as she felt her eyes was now dense, she grew tired as she walk.

'Will this friendship may come to an end? Will be this the end of my life?'

The latter felt her muscles on her legs had no any motivation to walk. The brunette felt her heart beats slow like turtle. She prayed that she will not die a lonesome seeker for happiness.

Alas…..her sight became jet black as the lights went off.

She fell onto the ground still clutching her heart.

After that a hoarse voice broke the silence echoing the dramatic sight.

"Ritsu!?" But that unknown person was too late….the depressed drummer already collapsed.

A/N: Man! Dat was dramatic! I really enjoyed writing this stuffs.

BACKGROUND INFO:

Ritsu confessed to her bestfriend ( u know who she is right?)but sadly though she got rejected. And now she was depressed.

Mehhhhh dramatic Ritsu strikes the way. Should I continue this? Hahah the reason y wrote dis? because I was bored at my classroom and nateng to do so I grab my pen and ntbk and an idea popped on mah head ahhah. Plus I don't have any assesments dat are unfinished hahah.

Who is the "unknown person"?

What is her/his relation to Ritsu?

Is he/she the cause of her depression? Or the one that will make her happy?

Let's find out on the next chapter!

Please R&R!