Maybe Someday
I stared at the stars above my head, they shone bright against the inky dark sky. I love cloudless nights especially when there's no light to ruin it. Now there is only moonlight to see by.
The air is crisp and clear, It has a nice, cold scent to it... it's amazing.
It's nights like these that make me feel free, like I could do anything in the world.
But I know that when I get home my burdens will crash down on me again.
Every worry, every problem and every consequence will bury me in a pit of stress, I will be so far down it will feel as if there is no air left for me to breathe and I will begin falling..
Falling down
and down
and down,
And I will keep falling with the stress. I will try to save myself before I am completely crushed by the heavy load.
When I get back to reality I will drown...
But.. until then..
I will stay here in my own little world, all by myself and watch the stars.
I will join them one day.. once my last day is over I will fly up and join the stars and I will finally be free from everything.
That will be the day I begin to feel alive again, even if I'm not.
And once I'm with the stars I will be able to watch over them.. everyone I have ever cared for, I will watch them overcome their struggles as I am trying to do now but I know that, unlike me, they will be successful.
My sigh is swept away with the breeze of the night, sometimes I wish I could leave this place..
Maybe someday the wind will pull me away..
Maybe someday I will feel free and alive again..
Maybe someday...
I will once again be whole.