A million things manage to run through my clutter of a mind when I think of House...

Jerk.

Asshole.

Great doctor.

Love of my life.

Here I go again...

My head used to stomp my heart,

Now I can't even reason with it.

It has gone into overdrive,

Pushed all of my feeling out into the open

Everyone knows why I hired House. He is a 'great doctor' and I got him 'cheap'.

Truth is, no-one can handle him like I can. He is an intolerable teenage boy with wildering hormones.

Cocky? Extremely. One of his charming traits if I were to put it lightly...

He wants what he wants whenever he wants it.

It makes me so angry.

Why can't he be like everybody else...follow the rules?

A great doctor comes with a few flaws.

In his case, many.

The thing is...Whenever he was around me, or kissed me.

I froze.

I forgot how to breathe.

I can't breathe.

But all I can do is wait for him to come rescue me.