Guess what? Did you know,that if you fake smile enough it becomes real?After her parents were killed her happiness faded to emptiness. The only time she'd smile was when she had to, It was her job to smile and look pretty. They were fake, but as she continued to smile Misa realized something- It felt good. Smiling is a good feeling, even when there is nothing substantial behind it. Misa made up silly reasons to be cheerful. The sun was warm, her dress was pretty, the menu included her favorite food. It was like a drug to her, this empty bliss. Keeping her high, and not letting her remember her was the first tainted bliss. Hearing of him was sweet revenge. Sweet and rich like expensive chocolates. Sinfully sweet he became a hero-god to her. The Death Note was decadent icing on a cake from the Devil. She still had her fake smiles, but now they were second meeting him-Kira, Light dwarfed all the other happiness-es. She dubbed the feeling "love". Misa and her god were together now. God was cruel and used her. She wasn't so stupid as to not notice that, but in the rare moments that he blessed her with kindness she soared with the ultimate wasn't often enough, but she was addicted. The fake smiles were her backup drug, keeping her high between her "Light fixes". It was her consolation, to drown her sorrows in smiles. Empty bliss, it kept her alive when her god ignored or abused when she forgot the death note Light was still a god to her, and still she smiled. All through the years, the murders she smiled and waited for her god-drug to praise Kira died she finally came down off her high, and fell to a crushing death.
Wrote this during the time between finishing ELA exam and when we were let out (this was last June). One-sided LightxMisa evil!LightQuick, random, possibly ooc.(and if you couldn't tell the ending was her suicide)Death Note and it's characters are not mine and the never will be.