1I Don't own Twilight
The italicized is the poem
I never realized
That forever had an expiration date
Only a few months to be exact, not even a year, and you were gone. Some forever that was.
I never felt
Such an overwhelming loneliness before
I'm completely alone now, you've left me with no one, except a Father who doesn't understand. Everyone else you took, my best friend, my family, and my destiny.
I never thought
We'd end u complete strangers
I haven't talked to you in over four months, it's like you were never here at all.
I never assumed
Someone would always be there until you.
But now you're gone, and I don't know what to do. My entire future revolved around there being a me and you.
I never stumbled
On such a huge hurdle before
Never in my life have I felt like this. Alone. Cold, Helpless. Scared. And so many other emotions I don't understand, and I don't believe they have a name. Not for the ain I'm in.
I never minded
Silence until I had this to think about
Now I have to keep my mind occupied at all times, or I can feel myself being torn from the inside out. There's no glue strong enough to hold me together for very long.
I never knew
I could be so insecure
But now I don't know how to be any thing else. How can any want me now that I'm so broken. Plus I don't want anyone but you.
I never realized
That another could permeantly come between us
Jasper didn't mean it, and Alice didn't see it. But that doesn't mean you have the right to leave and say I was a mistake. Because you were never a mistake to me, I meant every word I ever said to you. Apparently the sentiment was not returned by you.
But Edward,
I still Love you.