I know this is short but its a prologue and I added the next chapter at the same time.

So today I watched the premiere of Big Time Rush and it inspired me (I know I'm a nerd :P)

So for the five people who are actually gonna read this: enjoy!

It was never easy being me.

Well, that's not entirely true. I mean, I'm in a boy band now with my three best friends in the entire world, I only go to school four hours a day, and I get unlimited access to this mega awesome complete sweetness pool.

But you know, other then that.

See, I'm talking about girls.

One of my best friend's name happens to be James. Don't get me wrong, he's a great guy and funny as hell, its just...

He has movie-star good looks, real raw talent, and has all the girls wrapped around his finger. I never really noticed it before, but it's a problem.

Okay, for example, yesterday we were at the pool, and I saw this, like, extremely hot girl. She had the hair of an angel and I swore I was in love. I think she even winked at me. But then James showed up with his hotness and she was head over heels for him. I was completely invisible. No Kendall, just James.

Girls always complain on how guys only notice a girls looks and 'If only they could like us for who we are!' But they do the EXACT same thing. Sure, maybe that guy likes to make a girl smile and knows exactly what to say to make her feel better and maybe he notices little things like how Kelly changes her hair every Friday, but it doesn't mean diddlysquat as long as standing right next to him is a skater boy with long brown hair and chocolate eyes and a six-pack.

So naturally, I've grown used to it. You know, I like girl, she starts to like me, she sees James, I get dumped. I just put up with it. It's not like I can tell anyone. But maybe it was meant to be like this; maybe I wasn't meant to be loved for me.

Maybe I was meant to always be alone.

And that was Kendall Knight's last thought before he drifted to sleep.

OKay so I think I set the tone for the story. Now hit the next button if the prologue did its job and u are hooked :)

And leave a review saying if it was good :)

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