Don't become like me…please.

If you know whats good for you.

Don't become a freak.

Cause in the end.

You will regret it.

Trust me.


Ugh. Another day, another life, and another guy panting to get into my pants. Literlaly I'm not that pretty people! I hated being guilted into getting banged by guys who want to have a good time, my new reputation was not pretty and I hated being hissed at by all the ex's who called me a whore. Fuck them and fuck them all! "Yo! Indie! C'mon!" My annoying little sister hollered and I rolled my eyes in annoyance, Carly gave me the Indie nickname because I was adopted and we thought my biological parents were indians. My natural tanned skin was exactly the oppisite of Carly's and my whole family's pale white irish skin, and guess what! My family is a bunch of gingers. Carly and Mom shared a matching short curly red head cuts, and my Dad had a buzz-cut the just made him look like a weirdo and the glasses didnt help. "Malima! Come down here this instant!" My mother hollered and I sighed and growled mockingly mimicking her shrilly vocie and her snotty expressions as I stomped down the stairs to annoy her, "And stop stomping on the stairs!" she added and I giggled and walked correctly the rest of the way. As I waltzed into the kitchen and sat down at the dinner table Dad frowned at me and Carly was swaying in her seat listening to her music, Dad went back to his newspaper as Mom sat down huffingly her head held high and gave a view of what she thought was her best asset. Her nose. It was pionty and narrow and tended to like to be filled with boogies and when Mom got snotty she always tilted her headback and ew...Boggie land galore. Yuck! Anyways as we at dinner I just inhaled it while Dad at it slowly reading an article, Carly tapped her fork onto her plate making chinking sounds that represented the bat of her music, and Mom just sat daintly upright, napkin on her lap, and was scowling at our uncivil eating. But since everyone else was occupied she decided I was a target to pick on and she did so willingly, "Sit up right! And put your phone away." She snapped harshly and I sighed and shook my head and got up and was out the door when Mom's shrill vocie reached my ears "You werent exscued!" she shreiked and I ignored her. I shut my door and gradualy locked it to keep my skank of a mother out of my room who liked to snoop through my stuff, weather it was clothes for a party, annoyance from me or whatever. I sat down on my bed and gradualy started to text my bestfriend.

"Heyy"

"Yo. Wassup?"

"Nm jc parentz bein annoyin as always -_- ugh!"

"Gheeesh! Dont they ever give u a break? :?"

"Guess not...*sigh* wats up with u?"

"Nm Daniel is pissin me off!"

"What now?"

"I think he cheatin on me...saw him with 'post it' yesterday..."

"OMFG! Really? But he hates her!"

"Thats wat I thought!...he probably wants to get banged thats all."

"Why wont u bang him?"

"Uh cuz! I dont want to hav his baby!...yet."

"...tmi -.-"

"Ah gurl dont tlk to me bout tmi when U bang every guy who comes ur way!"

"Ugh F-u!"

"...Yay know wat Im done deallin with ur bullshit...get a life that doesnt envolve banging people all the time..."

I exited out of the conversaion and deleted all my messages for fear of my snooping mother, me and Chloe always had fights like these so I wasnt worried of turmoil in our relationship. I checked the time and relized that conversation took longer than I thought and I set my alarm and went to pull out my pj's when I relized I had plans, I sighed as I remembered that I had a boy named Miechal I had to lay tonight. And on cue there was a chink on my window and I siged wearily and unlatched it and the jock clamored in and unziped his jeans, he was an easy target to score money on and he paid me to have sex with him all the time. He was a regular customer. He pulled down his pants and then took off his shirt and stared to pull off mine, I let him and he unbottoned m jeans as I played with his hair and ran my fingers through it. And in 5 minutes flat we were standing in our underwear and he handed me the cash and I counted it and put it in my wallet, I turned around and put my hands on my hips "What do you want tonight?" I asked twirling my hair sggestivly like I was supposed to do. He thought about it for minute then said "Regular." he said and I nodded and sat on my bed and he came towards me, I pulled out the long ribbons and he took them and I obiedently sat still and limp. He satrted kissing me and shoved his tounge down my throat and started to caress my breasts and he nibbled my ear, then stopped and picked me up and laid me across the bed and positioned my arms above my head. Then he tied my wrists to my bedposts and now I was unable to move my arms and he unclipped my bra and my breasts went heavy, he teased my nipples and plunged his fingers into me and then he tore off my panties and removed his underwear and took me.