My Captian, My Nakama

It's important that he knows how she feels and understands how she needs him right now. Everyone is entitled to quieting a haunting urge right? Even if it's with a person you want to be with but don't want to with at the same time?

Chapter 1 My Captain

In the Thousand Sunny, each crew member had their own room, one of many upgrades from good old Marry. The girls' individual rooms were above the main deck. The boys were below.

Luffy tossed around in his simple room, in his normal bed. Something was keeping him up. Nothing troubling, nothing was wrong, nothing he'd forgot. Simply that if he were to fall asleep now, he would miss something that was about to happen, something..... important. Maybe not to him in particular, but important to someone.

*knock**knock*

There it was, whatever it was,... there it was.

"Hello?" Luffy asked, this seemed to give a gasp to the person knocking, they must have not thought he would be awake. The knock seemed to be a symbol of no real expectations, just something this person did to ease their own mind. But now, now that Luffy had answered, this person had to answer back or the suspicions raised would haunt Luffy, and dread the person who did not go forth with HER DESIERS.

"I-i-It's Robin........ May,... M-May I come in for a moment." her voice was nervous and shy, most unlike Nico Robin.

Luffy thought this whole scene was odd, "Of course Robin." The deep tan, large breasted, coy(!?!?) Robin hesitantly entered. "Good evening Captain-san." Luffy got out of his bed, he slept in his clothes so there was no embarrassing moment for them... yet. "What is it Robin." you could tell Luffy had nothing but concern for his nakama, but Robin looked as if this whole ordeal would end horribly, with Luffy furious at her. But why?

"C-Captain-san, I-.. I am not bothering you am I?" why was Robin so nervous, the tint of red across her beautiful face, below her gorgeous eyes, was something Luffy had never seen before. Luffy scratched his head, "No, why would you?.... Robin,.. What's wrong." Robin gulped hard and took a deep inhale and exhale, "Luffy-san,.... Captain.... I have something I wish you to do for me....... WITH me...." her face was even redder now, no longer a light splash, but a complete covering of her modest face. "Anything Robin, you don't have to be scared or nervous about it." he smiled the 'Luffy Smile' "I'm your captain, I'll do anything to make you happy!"

This did not ease Robin's perturbed feeling. If anything, it made her much worse. She looked down and away from Luffy "I-It's not something so easy you can just agree with. ...You may not be able to help me with it..." she closed her eyes in shame, why was she asking HIM this? She knew why, she didn't want to admit it but, she knows why she s asking HIM.

He's her captain. Her leader, the one everyone, including her, looks to for anything, guidance, decision, faith, respect..... love? affection? trust?..... Yes. All those things.... and for Robin,... even more.

No one else COULD help her with this. No one can. It's because of WHO Luffy is and what that means individually to each crew member, to Robin her feelings towards 'the captain' had been evolving to much more,... intimate levels. His touches ceased her worries. His words dulled her pain. His simplest of expressions deleted all thought of doubt in her dark and mostly hidden mind. And all these things that Robin cherished from Luffy were from afar, because she knew that her Captain, no matter how comforting he was when he didn't even intend to be SO comforting, was still ELEVEN YEARS younger than her. In a cruel world she could even be his mother. In a just world, an older sister. But NO ONE could replace these INTAMATE feelings regardless of these disturbing what ifs. That's when Robin's conscience thanked god that they WERE indeed WHAT IFS and not reality. If it were in control, Robin's conscience would have lunged on top of Luffy by now. But she refused to succumb to lust. However..... the deep feeling of want and need of affection she could not fight. And to her these things are indeed much different.

"Just tell me Robin, I doesn't matter if it's 'bad' or whatever. I'll understand..... and I'll help you."

Robin swallowed her fears. "My desires... c-captain. ...My desires are getting too much for me. I need.... I need something to help subdue the urges... just for as long as they can be subdued."

Luffy didn't quite get what she was talking about. And sadly Robin knew the innocent rubber boy wouldn't off the bat. .... But a part of her hoped he would soon, without her to explain it, much to her embarrassment.

Then Luffy seemed to look as if he knew immediately, "Do..... you need someone to love you Robin? You can't hold back the need for a lover anymore?" He got closer to her, Robin's face was utter-shock and embarrassment. "Even when you try to get over it? You don't want to but.... you want to....... and it hurts inside. But who can you turn to right?" Robin was speechless. "H-How!?.. You know what I feel?..." Robin was so confused, scared that Luffy had known about her feelings all along but said nothing. If so, this would hurt and anger her beyond means. Luffy smiled kindly, "Nami had the same problem after I saved her form Arlong." Robin thought of that sentence. "Y-you a-and Navigator-san!???" This was completely new, she doubted anyone else knew this. Luffy nodded, "It was only once.... she needed something but she didn't know from who. One night she approached me pretty much the same way as you are now. And soon after she resolved to herself that there was nothing else that could ease her.... we slept together."

Robin was in awe. Luffy was, in fact, NOT a virgin. All the while it was Nami who took it. She figured likewise with Luffy taking hers. ...But what stood out the most of this story was it was for only one night. For Nami's feelings, and nothing else. Not Luffy's feelings, not lust or longing. But because it was what Nami felt she needed at the time and what Luffy was willing to do for her and the sake of her happiness. He was willing to be the 'extra' just to make his nakama happy. His feelings didn't matter at all when it came to someone else, they were first.

"Luffy,... I... I don't know what to say." Robin could not collect a thought in her head right now to save her life. All this was so much. She should have been relieved but,... it seem to only tense things up. "I told you Robin, I understand." suddenly Luffy took her into a deep kiss before breaking it, "And I'll help you with it." Robin's whole body was red.

Luffy led her to the bed and seated her down gently. "Robin... whatever it is you want me to do to you..." he smiled his smile, "Just tell me and I'll be more than happy to do it.... just for you..... Because YOU want it and don't deserve to hide it anymore." Luffy kissed her again, his tongue parting her mouth and entering it. He took off her shirt and undid her bra. Lightly, he tread one finger across her breasts form base, to nipple, to top on both of her D cup sized jugs. Robin shuttered at the feeling.

If tongues truly fought for dominance, Robin's surrendered before Luffy's even entered. She couldn't fight back. Luffy was in complete control of her own tongue's motions, making sweet love to her entire mouth. "Luffy..." Robin was still a loss for words. Luffy backed up and took off his shirt, then he halted all movements. "This is what you want right Robin?" he was a little blushed and concern he took over too much and was afraid he over stepped a boundary. Robin, for the first time tonight, smiled, "No Luffy-san,.... I... I am GREATFUL that you think so much of me that you are willing to do ANYTHING for my sake and happiness. This alone makes me very happy.... Please..." she was no longer scared of any poor assumptions she had earlier, she was now confident she could confy anything to her captain, and he could serve any purpose she wished of him with now regret or remorse in his heart. This is what Robin loved the most. "Make love to me Luffy, I... I need it, please..... It means the world to me.... to feel your kind touch. It... I-i-It makes me feel so peaceful." She was now red with embarrassment at her confession.

Luffy simply smiled and generously obliged. "Of course Robin. You disserve whatever you desire." Luffy kissed her lightly on the lips, then the cheek. Chin. Jaw. Base of her mandible. Down her neck, to her collar bone. "Lu-Luffy..." Robin couldn't breathe because of the pleasure. As he kissed her with such sweetness, Luffy undid both of their pants and slowly and carefully pulled them both off after the other.

Robin gasped, at herself being revealed to her loving Captain and at Luffy being revealed to her. Robin's beautiful, wet, glistening vagina twinkled as Luffy's red face could not look away. Likewise as Robin's eyes shimmered against the husky, blunt, handsomeness of Luffy's masculine penis, just over 7 maybe 8 inches hard. The both were embarrassed for the other. Luffy not wanting to show his eager side, as this was for his nakama, not him, and he wanted it to keep that way. It NEEDED to keep that way. Robin, trying once again to not succumb to pure lust and sinful temptation. This was an act of passion and selflessness, not pity or boredom, or charity or lust. Complete altruism between a captain and his nakama who has simple understandable, necessary needs. Needs that can't be judged, OR dismissed. Luffy is happy to contribute to Robin's happiness, anyway he can.

"LUFFY...!" Robin gasped in unprepared and overwhelmed delight, as Luffy trusted his manhood into her more than wanting womanhood. The piercing impalement was glorious, Robin came instantly. "Uuuuggggghhhh-! Luffy...." she panted, desperately grabbing air for her lungs. The surge of pleasure knocked the wind right out of her. Luffy grinned sweetly with pride, "I could tell you needed it right away. ....I wasn't about to tease my Archeologist when she wanted it so badly,... That's not fair... is it?" Luffy licked up and down Robins neck and kissed and nibbled her earlobe. Robin's bliss continued, the orgasm was, as she could tell, the first of many needed to come. "Luffy-san... I thank you... You are taking very good care of me." she smiled so sweetly, the most joyous of smiles, that Luffy blushed with pride, "I intent to Robin." He kissed her lightly again.

Luffy had been moved to lay on the bed, flat on his back. As Robin sat on her knees as she slid her clit back onto his throbbing cock. Robin gave off the most obvious of shutters of pleasure as her moans could not be hidden as well. "Luffy-san... I am so glad you understand my feelings." she bit her lip and started pumping up and down on her captain. "Robin... uh... I'll always understand... I promise...." He sat up as she continued and whispered in her ear, "I will be here for you for anything. You don't have to suppress this. If you ever have this urge again, I will more than happily help you. Until it is 'cured'. Again and again if necessary, this doesn't have to be a burden for you to keep. Everyone has a need the must fulfill, and I will fulfill yours every night if I have to."

Such kind and caring words. Words meant to comfort and show how much Robin means to Luffy.

These words scared Robin.

Was he proposing love to her!? No! Please! This isn't love! Robin has desires and skeletons in her closet only Luffy can help, but not if he loves her! This is wrong! He can't lover her! This has nothing to do with love! A sweet secret! A guilty pleasure! Something only SHE has! If Luffy loves her, it ruins everything!

"No!" Robin pulled away from him, "Don't say that! You can't love me!"

Luffy blinked in confusion, "Love? Robin I was just.."

"NO!" She barked back, involuntary emotions took over.

*SMACK*

Without truly thinking, Robin had slapped her beloved captain. The beloved captain that was trying to help her.

She began to cry, "You can't do this to me EVERY night. It defeats the purpose! If I fall to my wants every night, if you make love to me EVERY night." Tears flooding her face. "Then what do I have...? One of us won t be able to live without the other. It won t be rare passion. It will be a pathetic obsession. Make love till it's "CURED!?" that's not what I want! Some love sick slut till it s all gone and pointless! I want to hold my own till I can't now more, THEN come to you for comfort. We make love only once in a blue moon...." she looked at Luffy with a sad smile, "And it's better that way.... right? Don't ruin it by fucking me till I'm sick of you." half of her speech was babbling and emotions, not real since. But Luffy understood what she was talking about, "Robin.... you can't have passion without SOME love." She slapped him again. "SHUT UP!!!" you couldn't even see her face form the water falling from her eyes, "Yes you can! Why couldn't you leave it at that!"

She got off of him and ran out the door, most likely to her room.

Luffy sighed, ignoring the red marks on his face as if they never happened. He stretched out his arm, closed the door and turned off the light. Robin's clothes still there on his floor.

He turned away from the door and tried to go to sleep. "Huh....... It's ok Robin.... It's ok."

To be Continued....