PTB S-University 2012

Pre-Assignment

I don't own Twilight. Not even a little bit. But thank you to Stephenie Meyer for letting me play with her stories and characters.

I am a nervous wreck. This is the first story I have ever published for public consumption. Please know, I am beyond thrilled and thankful for any and all readers and feedback. Speaking of consumption, I think I need a drink now. Here goes ...

This is un-beta'd

Description: Life, love and sex are not easily defined. Then again, he really hasn't been trying. There's a first time for everything.

M/M (some) and M/F (eventually ExB)

Chapter 1 Title: There's a First Time for That?

EPOV

Bella and I decide to have "the talk" about all of our past sexual experiences. I thought back to my first time, well, one of my firsts …

"Come on in. I just need to change clothes real quick. Hey, on second thought, do you mind if I take a shower real quick? I feel sweaty and dirty."

Alec gave me a strange look but shook his head.

"Dude, I have some clothes you can change into if you want. You can even take a shower too." He started choking on his water. It started dribbling down his chin, and he licked his tongue from the corner of his mouth to his lips to try to catch some of it. My dick twitched. What the … I turned away from him to hide the wood I was starting to get. It was freaking me out that it wasn't really freaking me out.

"I sat on the sidelines, remember? Do I smell bad or something?" He laughed nervously.

"No, but I do. Just a little bit too manly. You know what I mean?" He licked his lips, and I wanted to moan out loud.

I decided to test the sexual tension in the air. I pulled my shirt over my head and threw it to the laundry basket in the corner. I could see in the mirror that my shorts were riding low on my hips. The trail of hair leading to my cock was showing, emphasizing my semi-erection. I turned around to find Alec staring at me intently, eyes wide. He coughed again to cover the moment, but I didn't miss it. Then, he glanced down and zeroed in on my crotch. My dick twitched again and got harder. Fuck. What was going on? Am I attracted to him? Yes, I think I am. I looked down and Alec was sporting a full hard-on that was tenting his shorts. I looked back up to see his face was completely flushed.

He was standing next to the dresser where my extra shorts and t-shirts were. I started to walk toward him, and he backed up right into the dresser, effectively trapped between it and the corner of the room. My heart was beating wildly. How was this going to go? Did Alec like guys? I know I still liked girls, but I couldn't deny the attraction I felt for him right now.

Now that I thought about it, he never really dated. He had a lot of friends that were girls but he never dated any of them. I never had a steady girlfriend, but I had sex with several girls. And liked it. No, loved it. I wonder if Alec had ever been with a girl. A guy?

Damn. If I got any harder, I was going to bust right through my shorts. Alec seemed to be in a similar situation. I stopped walking only when I was standing right in front of him. I leaned down to open the clothes drawer, maintaining eye contact. But, then, I couldn't help it. I looked right in front me. I looked at his hard cock that was covered by only a layer or two of cloth. It twitched forward like it was reaching for me, increasing the tent in his shorts. I groaned softly.

I stood up, clearing my throat.

"Are we going to talk about this or ignore it? If you want to ignore it, I will never say another word. I will get my clothes from the dresser, take a shower and then we can head to First Beach. If you want to do something about it, I think I am open to that too. We can keep it just between us and in this room."

He still hadn't said anything.

"I'm going to go shower. You think about what I said. I'm cool either way." Then, I daringly pulled my shorts and boxers off. My cock sprang free and bounced off my stomach. And with that, I turned around and went to my bathroom to shower.

I decided to jerk off while showering. I wanted to see what was going to happen between Alec and me, if we did what I thought we were going to do, I didn't want to shoot off too soon. Hell, I will probably do that anyway … I pictured him down on his knees taking my cock into his mouth. He had really full red lips … He would flatten his tongue and lick my length …

I squirted some shower gel into my hand and began to pump to the fantasy. The slick soap allowed my hand to move up and down with ease. To get more friction, I twisted my hand around my length. I spent extra time on the swollen tip of my cock … Alec would suck hard on the head, delving his tongue into the slit at the end, tasting me …

My hand flew faster and faster over my hardened flesh. I pounded my free hand against the stone wall of the shower … He would look up at me with lust in his eyes, not breaking eye contact as he licked and bobbed …

The pressure was building like the speed of a freight train. Then my pleasure peaked, and I couldn't hold it back.

"Fuck," I roared. My breath came in bursts, seemingly in time with my orgasm. Damn, that felt good. I leaned my head against the wall, spent but smiling. Well, that didn't take long.

I wrapped a towel around my waist and opened the bathroom door. Alec was sitting on the edge of my bed but stood up abruptly when I entered the room.

"Come to any decisions, Alec?" He squared his shoulders, walked to me and dropped down on his knees. He pulled the knot from my towel and it fell to the floor. Holy fuck. I think I just swallowed my tongue. He looked up at me with stormy blue eyes fringed by black lashes. He really was very pretty for a guy.

He grasped my semi-aroused cock in his fist. A pink tongue snaked out between ruby lips and licked the head. I threw my head back and moaned.

"Shit, have you done this before?" He nodded his head while running his hot, wet tongue up and down my shaft. I knotted my fingers in his soft, black hair. I put no pressure on him; I just needed something to hold on to. I planted my feet wide apart and held on. He was really fucking good at that.

"Do you like me sucking your cock, Edward? Is this okay?" Uh, yeah!

"God, yes. Please don't stop." He started moving his mouth up and down, slow at first, but then he started going faster and faster. I began hitting the back of his throat, and he wasn't gagging. I am not abnormally large or anything, but I am bigger than average. Damn, where did he learn this? How many guys has he done this to?

The pleasure was getting more and more intense. Should I come in his mouth? Warn him first, right? Were we going to do anything else? Was I supposed to reciprocate? I had just gotten good at having sex with girls; I had no idea what to do with a guy. I mean, I could guess. It's not brain surgery.

"Uhm, fuck. Ungh. Alec, I'm gonna fucking come, man. Uh, what do you want me to do? Fuck," I hissed through my teeth.

He slowly released me from his mouth with a final twirl around the head of my cock. He looked up at me. I was both annoyed and relieved when he let me fall from his lips. Did I mention how red they were? And now they were slightly swollen … Not helping.

"What do you want to do, Edward?" He was still kneeling with his hands braced around my hips and his cheek nuzzling my dick.

I pulled on his arms so that he would stand up. He's about four inches shorter than I am, but I still wanted him on equal footing to have this conversation. I had some questions, and he had shocked the hell out of me when I came out of the bathroom.

"Are you gay, Alec?"

"Yes. I've known for a couple of years."

"How did I not know? You're one of my best friends."

"I really didn't want anybody from Forks to know. It's not easy being gay, especially in a small town. Look, I have been attracted to you for a long time. Who wouldn't be? But I didn't want to offend you or piss you off and mess up our friendship. Being your friend has always been more important, but I kinda feel like since we graduate next week and are going to different colleges, maybe …" He trailed off shrugging his shoulders.

"I'm sorry you felt like you couldn't say anything to me. I will always be your friend. I guess I never really considered being with another guy. I don't think I'm gay. I'm still extremely attracted to girls. I am attracted to you, though. It just became obvious today. Alec, I don't want a romantic relationship or anything. Is that okay?"

"I have no grand illusions, man. It's fine. We can just have fun. I get to live out a fantasy, and you get to experiment. No strings attached. It's win-win." He smiles. I'm glad to see him smile. He's actually really fucking sexy with his dark hair, blue eyes and really hot mouth. How have I not realized this? I need to open my eyes a little wider. Who knows what else I am missing. I smile back at him.

"Should we talk safety? God, am I taking all of the fun out of this?" I laugh. He laughs too but then gets serious.

"I have been with two guys. I had been seeing a guy in Port Angeles for about eight months, but we ended it about six weeks ago. I was tested after we broke up and last week, and I am clean. Plus, we always used condoms. Your turn." He gives me a tentative smile.

"I've been with several girls. I always use condoms. I haven't had sex in a month, and I also got tested after the last time. I had just been with Heidi, not my proudest moment. Anyway, I'm fine."

"Yes, you are. More than fine, in fact. Fuckhawt is more like it." And the sexual tension is back, ladies and gentlemen. Just like the start of my new hard-on. This must be a fucking record today.

When we started having this conversation, I wrapped my towel back around me. It wasn't doing a very good job of covering my excitement now. Alec pulled his shirt off and moved forward until there were only a few inches of space between us.

"I really want to kiss you, Edward. We can see where things go, and if they get to the point where you want to fuck me, well, all the better." I moan and bend my head to him just as he reaches a hand for the back of my neck.

We brush lips gently, at first. Testing things. I definitely want more. He raises his other hand to grip my hair and pulls me closer. Our bodies are touching, now. I rub against him a little, and we both moan. I don't really know what to do with my hands. As far as this situation goes, I am a virgin. I let Alec lead. He's always been quietly confident, if that makes sense. Now, though, he really seems to know what he wants, and he's going for it. That's a major turn-on. Lead on, Alec.

I hook my fingers into the belt loops on his shorts. I don't pull. Yet. However, once again, he releases the towel around my waist. My cock is standing straight and tall. He wraps his hand around it loosely and moves up and down. I move my hands to the button on his shorts, and I deftly open it. The zipper smoothly (and conveniently) falls open as I pull the button free. He has lean hips, and the shorts fall to the floor. I peek down. He's wearing regular boxers, and they have Pac-man all over them. I smile against his lips. He's a video game fanatic.

"As cute as they are, they gotta go." He laughs quietly. Meanwhile, I push them down far enough so that they also fall to the floor. He steps out of both shorts and boxers, effectively rubbing our cocks together as he does so. Damn, that feels good. He grabs us both rubbing his hand up and down our lengths.

I look down again. Alec is not muscular; he's very lean, thin, actually. However, there is one place he is not small or skinny. Yeah, there. Holy … just, damn. If we do go all the way, I'm fairly sure I won't be willing to bottom. Just saying.

There is one thing I am willing to try, but I'm really fucking nervous. I look him in the eyes – green to blue, and I drop to my knees.

"You have to help me. Tell me what you want."

"God, Edward, you are so beautiful." He just gazes at me for a minute. Then, he whispers, "take me in your mouth. Please."

I take him in my hand. His skin is hot and silky to the touch. I move my thumb up and down the large vein running the length of him, and his cock jerks in my hand. He moans really loud, turning me on even more. His breathing starts to accelerate. I flick my tongue over the head, tasting the drop of pearly liquid that has gathered at the tip. It tastes slightly salty and bitter. Not horrible, masculine is the word that comes to mind. Weird? Whatever.

I tried to think about what I like and started there. I sucked on just the head and swirled my tongue around it. His legs went rigid.

"Oh, don't stop. Feels so good." He made sexy, grunting noises. I moaned around him, and he hissed. His hands gripped my hair, but he didn't push. Definitely not ready for any pushing. I hope he didn't forget there was a novice at the helm, so to speak. I flattened and stiffened my tongue and licked from tip to base and back again.

There's no way I am ready to take him too deep, so I started bobbing to halfway and used my fist on the rest. I got him wet enough that the motion was very smooth, and he clearly was in bliss. I took my other hand and massaged his balls. Then, I decided to go for it and lick them. I sucked each one into my mouth. His knees almost buckled. I used the pad of my finger to caress between his dick and his ass. Trust me, I know that feels good.

He wiggled his hips a little while I'm caressing. Did he want what I think he wanted? Could I do that? Well, like he said, this was my chance to experiment, and I trusted Alec. So, I moved my finger further back. Yeah, back there. My finger finally reached the hidden pucker. I swirled my finger around it, and he almost levitated off the floor. I smiled around the head of his cock, where my mouth had now relocated, and looked up at him. His eyes were closed, head thrown back and mouth partially open.

I started sucking him fast, still complemented by my hand, and I kept the pad of my index finger right over his hole. I pressed in ever so slightly …

"Fuck. Edward. Edward. Fuck, yeah. I'm gonna come. Right. The. Fuck. Now. Godamn it!" And he let loose.

I swallowed what he gave me. It wasn't too bad. Plus, him letting go and screaming like that. Totally. Fucking. Hot. There's something self-satisfying, if you know what I mean, by making somebody lose control. The only problem there was I was hard as a rock. The term self-satisfaction started to take on a whole new meaning. I hoped it wasn't going to be a solo effort. Was it wrong that I wanted some reciprocation?

I let Alec slip out of my mouth, giving a final lick or two along the way. Alec's whole body shivered. His panting breath finally slowed, and his previously tensed up body began to relax.

"Damn Edward, where the hell did you learn to suck cock? That was fucking incredible." Well, what do you know, it would seem that I had a new talent. Learn something new every day.

Alec stood up and kissed me long and hard, tasting himself on my tongue. God, that was really hot. He withdrew his tongue and lightly sucked first on my top lip and then the bottom. He pulled away and looked me in the eyes. Maintaining eye contact, he grabbed my hand and pulled me toward my bed.

He raised an eyebrow. "Lube?" He asked me as he lay back on the comforter, planting his feet wide apart on the mattress; effectively opening himself up to me. I froze. Does he want me to … Oh, hell yeah. It certainly was no longer a difficult decision to make. I wanted this. I wanted to try it, at least. I opened the bedside drawer and pulled out lube and a condom.

"What do you want me to do?" I asked with a shaky voice. Okay, sue me, I was nervous. Nervous, but still hard as a rock.

"What do you normally do, Edward? It's the same concept, just a little lower," he winked.

I grabbed the lube, grinning like a fool, an about to have sex fool. Let's do this.